Month: December 2015

I’m reviewing the goals I set about a year ago. It’s pretty amazing that I have accomplished a good chunk of them!

I’m going to do another one, and manifest it 🙂

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By June 15, 2015, I’ll have achieved these goals: (Originally written in Jan, 2015)

I love life. I love my friends, family, and fans, and they love me.

1. Knot Theory has 300 site visitors per day, making $8000 revenue per month, $5000 in profit.
   -> I have 5000 visitors per month (about 167 a day), making $72,0000 USD in revenue from Nov 11 to Dec 11, which is $43.2K in profit
2. I have 10 SEOD clients, making $10K per month.
   -> Didn’t do this
3. ASM is doing really well. My product is a huge hit! I’m selling 50 silicone rings a day and making $1000 revenue per day, which is $600 profit per day, which is $18K per month!
   -> Doing better than this! See above.
4. Alopecia channel is growing fast. I enjoy helping people.
   -> Have 29 FB likes, teaming up with Charlie V. It’s good 🙂
5. Time and money are in ABUNDANCE! I only need to work 20 hours a week to
   have everything running smoothly and growing! I have an excellent full time VA. I get to travel around the world with awesome friends, and sometimes with Mom and Dad. Thailand with Cyndi, Cappadocia with someone fun, Xin Jiang with Dad, Peru with Nick, Australia with some cool friends, Disneyland with alopecia friends!
   -> Time is not in abundance right now, but it’s on my terms. I just need to hire a VA.
   -> Thailand and Disneyland done.
6. Cute guys are sincere and eager to love me because I’m fun, smart, sexy, beautiful, energetic, exuberant, and happy!!
   -> Not accomplished here.
7. Dad, Mom, and I are happy and healthy. Dad has sold his land and is now financially comfortable. I get to provide extra cushion to his life. We travel together and have lots of fun. Mom and I bought a new home – a duplex – because that’s what she wants. She gets to line dance a lot and brag about me to friends. I make sure they stay healthy by getting them the best medicare possible. Both of them are so proud of me.
   -> Mom gets to line dance a lot! And gets to brag about me, yes!
   -> Both of them proud of me yes!

 

I feel so lonely lately.

Matthew wanting me made me want him more, even though it’s not even sincere because he just wants to have sex and for just December.

My mind seems to not realize that it’s not sincere. I just want him so bad.

It’s not just the physical though. I want a guy so bad. I want someone to talk with. I want someone to love and be loved.

I want to cry at any given moment, because I’m so stressed and lonely.

Why do I suddenly feel this way?

I guess I’ve been wanting a guy for some time now, but just nothing. No one comes along.

Lately the need became stronger…it’s suffocating.

I wonder if it’s because of stress, or because I’ve been pushed to the very edge of lonesome…or because business is growing (the goal of having a successful business is reached and now new goal shifted to having someone to love). Or maybe because I can finally proudly date someone now without feeling embarrassed.

I certainly wouldn’t have even considered dating Matthew when I wasn’t making money. He is such a snob about that.

 

Silver rings fading issue has been stressing me out. It adds a lot of work each day, and stress of handling angry customers. I wish I had a VA already.

I know the worst is yet to come. After Xmas, I’m sure a lot of people will be returning them.

But at the same time, sales are higher than ever due to Xmas. I’ve finally reached the $50K mark! So amazing. Not as high as some of the people in the group, but still incredible. 

Right now, Clement and Evan do about $56K, Neil around $50K, Evan R. $50K, Eric $100+K, and Benjamine $186K!!!

With revenue from KT website, Etsy, and Amazon.ca also, my total is around $57K for the past 30 days as of today, Dec 7th.

So I’m ranked about #3 or #4 within the badass group. My profit margin is the highest, at 60%. So this past 30 days I made about $36K USD, which is amazing.

My revenue this year so far is about $250K USD. My profit around 190K USD, which is almost $230CAD!

I don’t think there’s time to reach $250K CAD in profit, but, it’s good enough to reap some of the benefits of being incorporated.

It’s been an incredible, life-changing year!

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Matthew didn’t talk to me for almost a month. It seems to be because he went to Asia for his business.

He’s been talking to me a lot again. I do like talking to him. He is smart, funny, ambitious, and flirty.

Just yesterday he was as clear as possible about wanting to hook up. His “gf” is going to be away this month.

Of course, I said no.

I wish he was more sincere. If he was single and then coming after me, that’s more worth considering. Even then, I prefer to date then to have a casual relationship I think.

But even then, there are other deal breakers with him.

He is smart, funny, ambitious, rich, has the perfect dick, and was pretty good in bed, and is probably still good looking. But he is vain, selfish, and a princess. He can never suffer through a low standard of living without luxury. Part of me wants to see him go through a tough time in his business, just so that he can become a more humble person.

But the biggest turn off of all is that he cheats. He seems to only be able to sustain 3 years of interest. 

I wish I could find someone sincere. My #1 fan, and vice versa!