Month: February 2017

Gratitude:

1. I’m grateful for hot and cold water readily available!
2. I’m grateful for having all the amenities and furniture in this place!
3. I’m grateful for Louise Hay – she is awesome!

Everything in this box is:

1. My biz generates $3MM in revenue and $1MM in profit – Yes, working on it! Working on video today. I’m reading Think and Grow Rich, I have Business Mastery experience to help me, and I have tools such as Extractafy and VideoBlock to help me, and I have friends such as Ying and Stan and Lana to help me! And the Badasses!
2. I have more strengths, stamina, and toned body – Yes, I’m working on it! Trampoline day today 🙂
3. I attract my soulmate and we live happily ever after – Yes, working on it! The place is now pretty tidy (thanks to failed sex date). I will start on my Soulmate (and life) vision board today! On good path to attract my love. Tony Robbins also taught me to not focus on loss, less, and never. I choose to be happy, and my decisions shape me life.

8:30 ’til Noon – Morning medication with Louise Hay, trampoline, breakfast shake. Surprise interruption phone call from a guy from BM, wanting to pitch me social media packages. 

Big Picture on how to grow my biz to reach $3MM:

1. Maintain sales and rank on Amazon and Etsy
   1. PPC ads – all ads are up. Waiting for results to come in, and will refine.
   2. Better listing search terms on Amazon – need to prepare spreadsheet to A/B test
   3. Price split testing – Will wait after CashCowPro fixes this tool
   4. Enhanced listing, perhaps – haven’t started on this
2. Scale up sales on website
   1. FB Ads – working on Video!
   2. SEO – need to hire a blogger for content
   3. Improve conversion rate – improve end to end customer experience – need to sit down and plan this. Also try out the Extractafy theme. The shop finder based on keywords is lame. Might return the whole course though. Download the FB videos beforehand.
3. Add more profitable products on Amazon
   1. Sourcing agent
   2. Decide on market – considering the bag market
   3. Create brand

Agenda for Today

1. Work from 12:30 to 9, take 1.5hr break (work 7 hours)
2. Create a basic ring video ad for FB, basing on Buzzfeed – all day (3 or 4 hours) – shorten the text display time, get as much image/footage in as possible, figure out what image/footage needed, add music
3. Upload product reviews from Janine to KT – 0.5h
4. Spend time on VA – Keesha report download issue, get them to use refund genie – 1h
5. Create vision board! – after 8pm
6. Read Think and Grow Rich – flex
7. Go to Staples and buy some q cards and  – 1h
8. Walmart – optional – red curry paste, body moisturizer, avocados – 1h

Day’s Summary:

Tomorrow:

1. Print out my list of to dos from journal entry (vivid vision)
2. Research what Willow’s and Everette, and other big sellers are doing. Amazon Exclusive – who are more likely to get – 2 hr
3. Contact sourcing agents – 0.5 hr

This week:

1. Add a set of FB video ads to focus on anniversary ppl only
2. More on CashCowPro for price split testing – once confirmed that more rings are coming
3. Invest for dividend income
4. (Weekend) Listen to FFL speeches – Is it good to listen to it during weekend to get motivated for the week?

It was the weekend. I still worked, but I didn’t document my time really.

The past week I was very distracted by Tinder msgs, which ended in vein. It was such a waste of my time. I can’t believe how big of a liar Matty was. It was eye-opening.

Made bunny mugs with Anna, Wilson, and Emma! It was actually a lot of fun!

Chatted with Jay. He is ok. He is nice. Mildly entertaining.

On Sunday I worked on my videos all day. Very time consuming. But I believe it will do well.

It occurred to me on Sunday that I can make Matty’s life miserable by letting him know that I told all his Facebook friends and family about his dick-sucking fantasy that he said he’s never told other people.

Then I was a bit disappointed to realized I had already deleted him off Tinder, and I deleted our Whatsapp convo (so I can’t really take a screenshot..but I wasn’t going to send a screenshot to his Facebook friends and family anyway..it takes too much time.)

But then it occurred to me that I can message him on FB, lol. So I said something like, I messaged all his friends, and don’t mess with a software engineer. Then I blocked him on FB. The only thing was, often people don’t notice the FB msgs from non-friends.

But not long after, he unblocked me on Whatsapp, and msg me to ask if I msg’d him on FB. He said he can’t see it (he is dumb). So I msg’d him to say, I noticed  you blocked me on Whatsapp. That’s low. I don’t appreciate liars. I sent screenshot of your dick-sucking fantasy to all your FB friends. Have fun! Then I blocked him on Whatsapp.

I blocked his calls too, on my phone. But I didn’t block the txt msging. I didn’t know they are separate. He texted me that he is gonna call the police. I hesitated for a moment. Nah, there’s nothing he can report on me. I blocked his txt too.

So that was it. Heart pounding during this event. Got a bit of satisfaction. Felt that we are even. He wasted my time, totally lied to me (Unbelievable..he even said, he was always honest. He even asked me to ask him 3 questions and he’d be totally transparent about them. He even talked about every detail of what we are gonna do. Unless, he really meant them, but later got back with his gf, otherwise, he was just a pathological liar. It was too detailed for a normal person lying here and there.) I think it’s more than fair that he suffered from the idea that everyone knows he wants to suck dicks.

It still was on my mind a lot yesterday, and a bit today – a mix of satisfaction and guilt.

On a different note, it’s been about exactly 2 weeks, and Jeff is still on my mind. He really affected me deep. 10 days was 1/5 of the time we chatted. I should be over him by now. I still think about him.

Oh and I also got on the phone with Jeffrey on Sunday. He messaged me on Saturday wondering if I wanted to go for a drink. Said he ate a bunch of raw garlic and that made him crazy so that must’ve been why he was msging me. I was just heading out to make some bunny mugs, so I didn’t get to the bottom of why he never msg’d or called since V Day.

On Sunday, I asked him what the deal was. He said he really didn’t think it was that long, and he really was interested. I called him because I felt like it needed to be clarified on the phone.

His speech was hard to understand because he was talking fast and apologizing and wanting to have a date that day, or Monday, or Thursday, like he was desperate. Not hot.

The only reason why I wanted to keep this relationship up is because I think he can be a guy friend. He seems like a nice guy.

Sigh. Jeff was way cooler. Cooler than anyone. The way he talked, the stuff he does, and how much he loved me. I don’t have any hopes of ever being with him, but I want to meet someone cool again.

I listened to Louise Hay’s  meditation Sunday night and Monday morning. She is great!

Woke up at 7am

Can’t remember when I went to bed. I was quite sad last night. I thought I was gonna see Matty for sex, but later he said he had to work. That’s all fine, but, later when I checked at around 11pm, he had blocked me on WhatsApp! WTF?!

I couldn’t understand why. He seemed genuinely wanting to meet (It’s for sex, why wouldn’t he?) He went into details about the sequence of our sex..oil sex, followed by shower sex, followed by regular sex, then late night sex. There are so many details in the convo that gave me no reason to doubt that he was lying about his intention.

There was an oddness the day before. I think he deleted me from Whatsapp, because he never “read” my last couple messages. Considering we just talked about very sexual details, it was weird.

My messages were simply, are we meeting today? I’m planning out the day. Later in the day, he replied in Tinder. So I think he did delete me. I replied in Whatsapp, and we chatted in there, talking about sexual stuff, like we did the day before.

I thought that, if we did hit it off, I’d ask him about this odd behaviour. That made me look at his Whatsapp again late last night, and that was when I discovered that his profile didn’t show an image, and when I went into it, it showed no “last seen” time. I think that means I was blocked.

What a blow! And why? It’s not like I was smothering him. He was the one that kept talking to me while I worked.

I checked his distance from me in Tinder. He was 12km away. I don’t know how far away he usually is, but 12km away is not Langley like he said he was going to be (to work at midnight). Ok, maybe he was relocated. I checked again at 8am out of curiosity if he is moving (getting off work).  He moved to 8km away. And now, around 10am, he is less than a mile away. I guess I don’t really know what’s going on.

In any case, I just don’t see any justifiable reason for blocking me. Someone else had his phone? He is not single?

I feel that I really, really don’t know a person, based on chat. I need to recalibrate how I judge a person based on chat. I thought he would be a nice rebound after Jeff, but didn’t expect him to disappoint so much also.

Thankfully Jay is still texting me, and was being sweet. He is kind of a lone, aimless, laid back person, living in the Valley, someone I probably wouldn’t want to date. We have almost nothing in common. He has a decent sense of humour. That’s why we still talk.

He asked if I was still looking for my soulmate. I said, Yeah, why would I stop? (A moment later I was crying and wanting to stop Tinder and online dating altogether, ironically. Deep down I know I need to keep looking, but it’s terribly frustrating.)

He said, “You shouldn’t. I’m can’t believe you haven’t found one yet.” He told me that “guys must be falling in love with me left right and centre.”

I said thanks, I wish that was the case. He said, “Guaranteed. Because I’m smart, independent, outgoing, has a great sense of humour, and is gorgeous.”

Such sweet things to say. It tells me that he admires me, but I sense he also doesn’t seem to believe there’s a future for us. We have so little in common after all. Plus he is probably too hairy.

For now, it’s fine just chatting with him. Even though I kept saying, Let’s meet soon, I’m fine with us not meeting. I’m so lonely I could use someone like him. Just to chat with. Kinda sad I know.

I don’t want to be on Tinder nor Bumble now. Not even OKC. Maybe I’ll wait ’til Spring. Too much frustration, too many weirdos, and it seems to be low season for dating.

It’s been 2 weeks since Jeff was gone, and I’m still crying. Not crying about him specifically, just about my dating life. All the heartless, insincere people I’m met the past few years. I mean, all of them really. Matty was the last straw. His strange behaviour makes me question my ability to read people. And all the people I’ve met make me question why I’m attracting them into my life.

Dear God. I appreciate everything you’ve given me. I definitely do.

I don’t want to be sad. I know it’s not good for attracting good stuff into my life. But I’m so sad. I’m balling right now.

I want to meet the one. I want to meet my soulmate! Please. I’m ready. I want to love him, get to know him, care for him, laugh with him, and enjoy life with him. I want to be loved.

 

Today is kinda a take it easy day. It’s the weekend. I worked on my Buzzfeed style video a bit. Chatted with Jay from Tinder. I’m not in a rush to meet him now. I’m content just msging him. I don’t need more disappointments. And I don’t want to meet him and then lose him too. He supports me mentally by being a fan of me.

Started day at 8:30a

Had 2 glasses of water, did workout, drank protein, set up time with Joy my Life Coach from Tony Robbins, watched Autumn Calabreze’s interview again (didn’t know who she was and thought she was annoying, but now that I like her workout, I like her too. She is very determined. She is the same age and height as me too!) Showered, shaved, moisturized (Just in case Matty and I hook up). Messaged Matty. He was online, but didn’t reply, didn’t read my messages (Sigh).

Added more Amazon PPC ads for coloured rings. I learned last night that purple, pink, white, teal – many of these rings aren’t indexed! Need to place ads for them.

It’s now 12:30pm. Today, main goal is to create those FB video ads!

Gratitude:

1. I’m grateful for invisalign and Ken. I can feel my teeth moving today. Almost there! Ken is nice to me. And the team too.
2. I’m grateful for having the affection of guys yesterday. Maybe it’s just yesterday, but it was fun.
3. I’m grateful for the movie Arrival. What a mind opener. I’m grateful for my life, my future.

Everything in this box is:

1. My biz generates $3MM in revenue and $1MM in profit – Yes, working on it! Working on video today. I’m reading Think and Grow Rich, I have Business Mastery experience to help me, and I have tools such as Extractafy and VideoBlock to help me, and I have friends such as Ying and Stan and Lana to help me! And the Badasses!
2. I have more strengths, stamina, and toned body – Yes, I’m working on it! Cardio day today. I felt the workout!
3. I attract my soulmate and we live happily ever after – Yes, working on it! I’m swiping on Tinder and chatting with various guys. These experiences will help me attract my soulmate! Cleaned up the master bedroom a bit yesterday. Will finish cleaning it up today! On good path to attract my love. Tony Robbins also taught me to not focus on loss, less, and never. I choose to be happy, and my decisions shape me life.

11am ’til 2pm – Um…Talked to Amazon support ’til Noon. chatted with Matty, got turned on, masturbated, took a shower.

Big Picture on how to grow my biz to reach $3MM:

1. Maintain sales and rank on Amazon and Etsy
   1. PPC ads
   2. Better listing search terms on Amazon
   3. Price split testing
   4. Enhanced listing, perhaps
2. Scale up sales on website
   1. FB Ads
   2. SEO
   3. Improve conversion rate – improve end to end customer experience
3. Add more profitable products on Amazon
   1. Sourcing agent
   2. Decide on market
   3. Create brand

Progress:

Set up Amazon PPC ads now. Will check back in 2 weeks.

Agenda for Today

1. Work from 1 to 8, take 2hr break (work 6 hours including 1 hour already worked)
2. Create a basic ring video ad for FB, basing on Buzzfeed – 3h+
3. Register for Helium10 and find out if I can get money back
4. Organize birthday banner and photo booth props shipping – if hear back
5. Go through emails – 1 hr

Day’s Summary:

 

Tomorrow:

1. Print out my list of to dos from journal entry (vivid vision)
2. Research what Willow’s and Everette, and other big sellers are doing. Amazon Exclusive – who are more likely to get – 2 hr
3. Contact sourcing agents – 0.5 hr

This week:

1. Add a set of FB video ads to focus on anniversary ppl only
2. More on CashCowPro for price split testing – once confirmed that more rings are coming
3. Invest for dividend income
4. (Weekend) Listen to FFL speeches – Is it good to listen to it during weekend to get motivated for the week?

Started day at 8:30a

til 9:15 Email, AmzTracker day 4 (skipped yesterday) kedge ring giveaway, msging Matty from Tinder

Gratitude:

1. I’m grateful for friends like Anna and Wilson! They are good to me.
2. I’m grateful for 21 Day Fix! (Thanks to Ying) I had wanted  varied workout plan, and got it! Gonna do that now.
3. I’m grateful for the Internet 😀 Just taught me that morning hydration is important (might try 1L of water in the morning)

9:20 to 11am – workout leg day, breakfast salad (veggies, 2 eggs, coconut oil, salsa, garlic hummus), checked on some browser tabs, watched 10 minutes of morning affirmation (he was great! But prefer no accent).

Everything in this box is:

1. My biz generates $3MM in revenue and $1MM in profit – Yes, working on it! I’m reading Think and Grow Rich, I have Business Mastery experience to help me, and I have tools such as Extractafy and VideoBlock to help me, and I have friends such as Ying and Stan and Lana to help me! And the Badasses!
2. I have more strengths, stamina, and toned body – Yes, I’m working on it! Leg day today – feels great! Sweated lots, and legs were shaking!
3. I attract my soulmate and we live happily ever after – Yes, working on it! I’m swiping on Tinder and chatting with various guys. These experiences will help me attract my soulmate! I cleaned up the kitchen yesterday. On good path to attract my love. Tony Robbins also taught me to not focus on loss, less, and never. I choose to be happy, and my decisions shape me life.

11am ’til 2pm – Um…Talked to Amazon support ’til Noon. chatted with Matty, got turned on, masturbated, took a shower.

Big Picture on how to grow my biz to reach $3MM:

1. Maintain sales and rank on Amazon and Etsy
   1. PPC ads
   2. Better listing search terms on Amazon
   3. Price split testing
   4. Enhanced listing, perhaps
2. Scale up sales on website
   1. FB Ads
   2. SEO
   3. Improve conversion rate – improve end to end customer experience
3. Add more profitable products on Amazon
   1. Sourcing agent
   2. Decide on market
   3. Create brand

Agenda for Today

1. Work from 2 to 11:30, take 2hr break (work 8.5 hours including 1 hour already worked)
2. Create PPC ads based on Helium10- 2h – spent most of the day doing it. All keywords up in PPC ads now.
3. Create a basic ring video ad for FB, basing on Buzzfeed – 3h+ – didn’t do it
4. Organize birthday banner and photo booth props shipping – 1h – need to know qty
5. Get Keesha to fill out empty listing images – 1h – I did it, just 2
6. Go through emails – 0.5 hr – sorta did it

Day’s Summary:

Spent way too much time with guys from Tinder. I was really energized by the 21 day fix workout. It’s really good. But I felt restless and can’t focus after. Not sure if it’s just because I didn’t eat enough.

Matty from Tinder was really hot. He is into watching other guy fuck his gf, or double-teaming. That really turned me on. I came 3 times! But then, I didn’t hear from him after 6:30pm, and then still nothing the next day (today. Already noon.) I try to not focus on it too much. Yesterday was his 2nd day on Tinder, and he broke up with his gf of 6 years just recently, plus he is from Coquitlam and not good with computers. Not a match.

Talked to Jay at night. It started off slow. Then we were flirting. He is 6’3. I thought he was short. So that’s good news. He is 220lb though. Not sure if that’s fat. The main thing is, he doesn’t lead a very inspiring life (neither does Matty). Jay is from the valley. He is doing a masters in criminology for no reason. We have very little in common. He seems quite attracted to me though, and thinks I’m smart.

I thought about how to proceed with these two guys, but feel that they will just fizzle out before we meet.

I’ve talked to so many guys so far. No one is setting up a date with me. And the only guy that did, Jeffrey, didn’t talk to me after. Sigh. What is going on here? I feel that something is wrong with me.

I need to believe that I’m ok. I”m ok, I’m good. I’m attractive. I’m going to find my soulmate.

Tomorrow:

1. Print out my list of to dos from journal entry (vivid vision)
2. Research what Willow’s and Everette, and other big sellers are doing. Amazon Exclusive – who are more likely to get – 2 hr
3. Contact sourcing agents – 0.5 hr

This week:

1. Add a set of FB video ads to focus on anniversary ppl only
2. More on CashCowPro for price split testing – once confirmed that more rings are coming
3. Invest for dividend income
4. (Weekend) Listen to FFL speeches – Is it good to listen to it during weekend to get motivated for the week?

I was absolutely knocked out by Amazon suppressing my most popular ring today.

People who click into it would not see anything! I did my best to resolve it (have Amazon resolve it), added a bunch more ads, and then watched Arrival (so good!) Then talked to Mom for 3 hours to destress.

By end of day felt better. Did my love meditation.

Started day at 8:30a

’til 10:30 Jumped on trampoline for 20 min, showered, no soap (too drying)

10:30 to 10:45 Banana, protein shake, edamame; AmzTracker Kedge giveaway 20 (day 3)

Gratitude:

1. I’m grateful for access to this book, Think and Grow Rich!
2. I’m grateful for the book The Soulmate Secret!
3. I’m grateful for my trampoline!

Everything in this box is:

1. My biz generates $3MM in revenue and $1MM in profit – Yes, working towards it! I’m reading Think and Grow Rich, I have Business Mastery experience to help me, and I have tools such as Extractafy and VideoBlock to help me, and I have friends such as Ying and Stan and Lana to help me! And the Badasses!
2. I have more strengths, stamina, and toned body – Yes, I’m working towards it! Feeling sore from yesterday – muscles are building!
3. I attract my soulmate and we live happily ever after – Yes, working towards it! I bought Soulmate book by Arielle Ford, and have 2 meditation that will set me on the right path to attracting my love. Tony Robbins also taught me to not focus on loss, less, and never. I choose to be happy, and my decisions shape me life.

11~1pm – Some distractions. Wanted to find out more about Helium 10 to decide on how to proceed today. That took about 1 hour. Helped mom with Costco account, bought her the book the Soulmate Secret, answered some emails, read some emails, ate more edamames, activated my CIBC credit card. 

Big Picture on how to grow my biz to reach $3MM:

1. Maintain sales and rank on Amazon and Etsy
   1. PPC ads
   2. Better listing search terms on Amazon
   3. Price split testing
   4. Enhanced listing, perhaps
2. Scale up sales on website
   1. FB Ads
   2. SEO
   3. Improve conversion rate – improve end to end customer experience
3. Add more profitable products on Amazon
   1. Sourcing agent
   2. Decide on market
   3. Create brand

Agenda for Today

1. Work from 1:30 to 8:30, take a 2hr break (work 7 hours including 1 hour already worked)
2. Call Pam from Tony Robbins – 0.3h v
3. Create PPC ads based on Merchant Words and Keyword Inspector – 2h
4. Improve listing search terms and images – delegate if can – 1h
5. Research what Willow’s and Everette, and other big sellers are doing. Amazon Exclusive – who are more likely to get – 2 hr
6. Contact sourcing agents – 0.5 hr
7. Go through emails – 0.5 hr

6 hours of work…see if can get everything done!

Day’s Summary:

Mom called in the morning about Costco bill.

Tomorrow:

1. Create a basic ring video ad for FB, basing on Buzzfeed
2. Print out my list of to dos from journal entry (vivid vision)
3. Organize birthday banner and photo booth props shipping

This week:

1. Add a set of FB video ads to focus on anniversary ppl only
2. More on CashCowPro for price split testing – once confirmed that more rings are coming
3. Invest for dividend income
4. (Weekend) Listen to FFL speeches – Is it good to listen to it during weekend to get motivated for the week?

Dear Norm,

I’m glad we are still friends. Though we can never be lovers again. I like that you are smart, always wanting to help, patient with me, and were kind to me. I like how blue your eyes are too. I love that you never judged my baldness.

It seems that you prefer hair, but I bet I can still attract you if I put effort into it. But I wouldn’t want to do it. I need my love to love how I look without hair. I need my love to be ok with “different”, “standing out”. You prefer fitting in and being “normal”.

You also like routine, and status quo. Working 9 to 5, buying a condo like everyone else. Thinking so much about what other ppl think. I didn’t like how mundane life was with you, and self conscious.

And of course there’s the depression, and low self esteem. It’s hard to make you see the bright side of things. Except, when you are comforting me. You seem more capable of it then.

And there’s the boringness. I enjoy talking to you because you are smart, and creative in your own way. I think you are not funny only because you are too afraid of what other people think.

Tanya

—

Dear Tanya,

I wish you all the best in your dating life. You know I’ll be happy for you when you’ve found the one.

I think you are a sincere, adventurous, and ambitious person, but maybe you are too short tempered and too wild.

Sometimes I admire that you do the crazy things you do. It’s not for me, but someone out there will think it’s cool.

Norm

—

Dear Nicolas,

Well, I don’t think about you at all, but I’ll write this as a pure exercise.

I don’t like that you say mean words when you are angry. Or that you cry more than I do when you upset me. You get way too emotional. I don’t like that you are very old fashioned in your thinking. e.g. You think all Asians have the bad reputation of being poor. It’s because you are from France.

I think you had issues with my hair. Then again, so did I back then. But you weren’t able to inspire me by embracing my alopecia. Truth is, I didn’t like how you looked either. I think I was brought into your life to help you, because of a previous life’s debt. You were not that attractive by any means.

I didn’t like that I had to help you with everything. Every email, every idea, even financially. I can’t believe that you weren’t grateful of my mom giving you $1K to go to France. That was unthinkable. I’d never want someone who can even think those thoughts.

I like that you were romantic and sweet in the beginning though. You were the only person to try to date me, aside from Idriss.

Tanya

—

Dear Tanya,

I think you were amazing, and I looked up to you in many ways.

Thank your for all you and your mom’s help in my life. I was too hurt to see it.

I was a bit shocked to see your alopecia back then, but now I see photos of you I think you are hot. I think you’ve turned it into something sexy.

I’ve learned some things from you, and my biz is still using the names you came up with. I’m grateful. I know I’m selfish sometimes, but I also really loved you back then. Remember when I played that love song to you. You were really cold and didn’t love me back. The day you broke up with me, you dropped me like I was nothing to you.

I know that you’ll do well in this life. You deserve a much more capable person than me. I’m more like the type that just wants a housewife and a family who can give me lots of warmth that I need. You are smart and capable, but a bit too cold.

Nicolas

—

Dear Jeff,

We never met, but I felt like we’ve dated.

It’s strange writing this now, because I’ve been trying to not think about you at all, nor what we could’ve been, nor what really happened. I’m just writing because the soul mate finding book wants me to write this letter to you.

Well, I think your passion, candidness, and so many other amazing traits, made me fall in love with you.

I have to try really really hard to remind myself that, you did some things that proved you will never be the one for me, that we will never be a couple.

I need someone who has the patience to guide me when I’m blunt and say the wrong things. Who is logical and calm enough to read what I write, and understand what I mean, or at least try to understand and try to get clarification.

I need someone who wants to grow together, whose passion and love is consistent, who is a good listener and supporter, who is positive, who is not so extreme.

Tanya

—

Dear Tanya,

I have mental illness. I get really happy and passionate, but I also get really depressed and lack all desires.

I’m sensitive. And my self esteem is wobbly. You hurt me a couple times. You are too blunt, and you have a tendency to blame and to guilt. I eventually lost all desire to meet. I just didn’t think it’s going to work.

I think you are amazing too. So smart, so sexy, so beautiful you are. I really wanted to marry you. You are so cool in so many ways.

I wish I had more calm and patience in me. I wish my mood was more stable. Maybe in the future there will be drugs or implants that can help.

I don’t dare to think about how we could be. I need to save myself first.

You deserve an amazing guy who treats you well. I hope you find your soul mate!

xoxo

Jeff Bunny

Started day at 9a

9 to 10 Did Day 2 of 21 Day Fix, showered

10 to 10:30 Banana, salad, avocado, olive oil, chicken and mushroom Mom made, mango and pineapple (thawed)

10:30 to 10:40 AmzTracker Kedge giveaway 15 (day 2) Yesterday gave away 20

Gratitude:

1. I’m grateful for Ying! She gave me 21 day fix, and inspiration to do better at ASM! She is a friend.
2. I’m grateful for Stan and Lana! They inspire me to do better at ASM too, and they are my friends.
3. I’m grateful for Vancouver! Today is a sunny day. The air quality is great here. Life quality is great. There is so much nature here!

Everything in this box is:

1. My biz generates $3MM in revenue and $1MM in profit – Yes, working towards it! I’m reading Think and Grow Rich, I have Business Mastery experience to help me, and I have tools such as Extractafy and VideoBlock to help me, and I have friends such as Ying and Stan and Lana to help me!
2. I have more strengths, stamina, and toned body – Yes, I’m working towards it! Day 2 of 21 Day Fix! Body looks good today too.
3. I attract my soulmate and we live happily ever after – Yes, working towards it! I bought Soulmate book by Arielle Ford, and have 2 meditation that will set me on the right path to attracting my love. Tony Robbins also taught me to not focus on loss, less, and never. I choose to be happy, and my decisions shape me life.

10:45 to 11:30 Plan for the day (Distraction from Irene accountant – replied!)

Big Picture on how to grow my biz to reach $3MM:

1. Maintain sales and rank on Amazon and Etsy
   1. PPC ads
   2. Better listing search terms on Amazon
   3. Price split testing
   4. Enhanced listing, perhaps
2. Scale up sales on website
   1. FB Ads
   2. SEO
   3. Improve conversion rate – improve end to end customer experience
3. Add more profitable products on Amazon
   1. Sourcing agent
   2. Decide on market
   3. Create brand

Agenda for Today

1. Work from 11 to 7, take a 2 hour break (work 6 hours)
2. Create PPC ads based on Merchant Words – 1 hr
3. 12:00~2:00 Create PPC ads based on Keyword inspector – 2 hr (generated the csv, took half hour break 2~2:30pm)
4. Extraced keywords from each file, removed duplicates – 1.5 hr (2:30 to 4, half hour break ’til 4:30)
5. Research what Willow’s and Everette, and other big sellers are doing. Amazon Exclusive – who are more likely to get – 2 hr (did a bit)
6. Find and contact sourcing agents – 0.5 hr (did a bit)
7. Go through emails – 0.5 hour (yes)

6 hours of work…see if can get everything done!

Day’s Summary:

Dad called at 5:30, talked ’til 7pm. Mom called at 9pm, talked ’til 10:30pm.

Keywords took way long than I expected to process….and it’s still not done!

I will finish them today (the next day). Most of the keywords are not relevant…I wonder if they will even help.

I think I need to refine them some more, and make sure each child has search terms.

Tomorrow:

1. Create a basic ring video ad for FB, basing on Buzzfeed
2. Print out my list of to dos from journal entry (vivid vision)

This week:

1. Add a set of FB video ads to focus on anniversary ppl only
2. More on CashCowPro for price split testing – once confirmed that more rings are coming
3. Invest for dividend income
4. (Weekend) Listen to FFL speeches – Is it good to listen to it during weekend to get motivated for the week?

I finally received my hard copy of Think and Grow Rich! I was so excited and wanted to get started on setting my goals.

I’ve had my goals set on health, wealth, and love, and I recite them often. But I was banking on Think and Grow Rich to really produce results.

But as I started working on writing down my goals the way the book suggested, something didn’t feel right.

I felt that I wanted LOVE more than anything right now. I couldn’t bring myself to have enough drive for money or abs, while love is not in place.

I tried to set goals for love, but that doesn’t feel right either. How can I have a deadline for finding my soulmate?

I did some research and found some books and guided meditation videos. This is what I’m going to do now! This feels right!

I’m excited 🙂

I will keep working on my goal of making $3MM in my biz. But it feels soooo much better and so right to have this love goal in place and to work towards it!