I’m SO blissed out! I had the funnest evening with Alex! So happy and satisfied right now 🙂
Thank you God.
佛说：前世五百次的回眸，换来今世的一次擦肩而过。前世五百次的擦肩而过，换来今世的一次相遇。前世五百次的相遇，换来今世的一次相识。前世五百次的相识，换来今世的一次相知。前世五百次的相知，换来今世的一次相爱。
We are so blessed to be in each other’s arms tonight.
I wore my new outfit from ChicMe (Out of 19 outfits I bought…spent like $400 on them! Maybe 3 outfits didn’t work out, but rest are pretty good) . It was a see-through blue onesie with embroidered butterfly on it. I should take a selfie to remember myself looking hot in it haha. I really looked so hot in it…hotter than this model:
I only had lime juice to drink today. Wasn’t hungry, and wanted to look more slender for him.
Anna came over for engraving and left for pottery at 3:30. Perfect. I cleaned up the place and was so nervous and excited about Alex coming!
I was trying to manage my expectations. Even though on Thursday he arranged to come today, I was not fully trusting. Today, even though he said he’ll come at 6pm, I was not fully trusting. When he buzzed at exactly 6pm, I couldn’t believe it haha!
Very good performance from him this week!
He was wearing his big Canada Goose jacket, and some really nice grey sweat pants. Finally he wasn’t wearing his black pants.
We kissed and then we just hugged for a bit. Sometimes you just need a nice hug.
We caught up on the sofa as usual. He liked my outfit. He rubbed my legs and asked if I was wearing pantyhose….then realized that was just my smooth skin and was so embarrassed haha
He told me about his work happenings this week….waiting for funds to come in so he can pay the manufacturer, so he can ship a container to a store, so the store can get them by a certain time. The container shipment used to be $4000, now it’s $14,000! The order was $100K, and he got the funds only 2 days prior! Went to the bank and the service was down just seconds before the wire! He was pretty stressed. But he felt better now.
We started making out on the sofa, lied down on it. He sucked on my hits. It was pretty hot. I enjoyed every second of this…it’s so fun leading up to sex.
Then he carried me to the bedroom. Yum! I like that!
He looked really good today and smelled really good. His body was so hot…defined abs, nice caramel skin tone, nice tattoos, nice hair, one loop earring…hot grey sweat pants with red boxer briefs peeking out at the top….mmmm
Sex was amazing as usual. We tried a new position which was sideways with our legs scissored. It felt even better than just sideways! I found it while doing research on positions. We agreed it’ll be fun to try all of them!
I told him my erogenous zone is now my neck and tits instead of my ear and neck. So he spent more time on my tits today….so nice. I love that he is making an effort to please me all this week!
He didn’t compliment me much other than my ass is nice and he likes my outfit, but his actions were on point. Oh and he said my nipples fit his mouth perfectly. I like that he likes my nipples.
We talked so much today. And laughed so much.
He told me about how one time he got really sick after scuba diving in the Philippines. He was ordering from the KFC equivalent. The guy taking his order would end the sentence with MahmSir. Turned out that’s how they address people ….a combined word of Mam and Sir. I laughed so hard on that one.
Also his aunt and uncle would have a cute accent too. They pronounce Seattle “sheeato” Ahahahah
He was very interested in my new office space. We talked a lot about business tonight. I learned so much.
- Holding company for tax benefits. His accountant Ben sounds really good.
- Photoshoot – sketch first, compose the scene
- Tenant agreement – check what it says for when flood etc happens
- Can hire Nicole via WorkSafeBC
- His loan / line of credit is with BMO, and his accountant helped him
- Using a homeless person to get my vax pass haha
There were a couple times that we started making out for round 2 of sex, but I started talking again haha. I was really talkative tonight.
I’m not as serious about us anymore, in a sense. I was laughing and talking while he tried to get sexy and was kissing my neck. I don’t say serious things about us. Nothing like “I’m so into you”, “I’m so attracted to you”, “You are perfect”. I think these are stress-inducing sentences because they imply that I’m overly obsessed and dependent on him.
He told me about how expensive animations were. 45k euros for 15 to 20 seconds!
He showed me his thought process in storyboarding the animation, how to save money, etc. He really is smart. Good memory on things too.
I just LOVE spending time with him.
He loves it too. He says I’m his Mexico vacation. I said I’m his flowrider haha (cuz I was gonna go to Mexico for flowrider)
When I said he should timeblock some downtime, he said I’m his timeblock.
He also said our sesh was his gym. Since gyms were shut down since a week or two ago because of Omicron.
Second round was also amazing…but he got so sensitive and didn’t cum.
He stayed ’til 11:45pm. He was gonna go check on Ed and Kevin, who are doing mushroom tonight. And then maybe eat McDonald’s he said.
Well, I’m glad he came to me instead of mushroom as priority. We had such a great time.
I called Bunny right after. Lied about being on phone with Dad…. I’m so good at lying it’s strange!
I like Alex so much. I hope we keep our passion and this level of intensity and fun for a long time!
I woke up with a couple dreams. One was that I got mad at Alex over something small. Another one was also a bad dream.
I told him last night that I had a short fuse. I hope I learn to manage that, and that we are going to be on good and sexy and happy terms always.
I had asked if he remembered us first meeting. I told him all the things I liked about him when I met him back then. How he was very friendly right away, like we already knew each other for a while. How I thought he was cute and one time saw him topless while talking to Keith, and thought his body was hot. The truth is, I also thought, “Ew, but he’s got tattoos”.
I told him about how he got so excited about the grey parrots and it was cute. And watching him talking to Hristo made me think he has a high EQ.
He wasn’t very much on the same page. He didn’t remember how we flew back. He didn’t remember ignoring me on the way back. For me I’ve never met someone for years and then hook up. For him I think it’s not unusual.
He did say that he remembered checking out my ass in booty shorts and thought I had a nice ass. Not sure if it was real or him saying it to reciprocate me telling him my memory of him.
He said he always thought I was easy-going, super outgoing, and fun. He said some girls get mad over little things. Interesting. So it’s my personality that won him over? I told him he just sees that side of me. I said I have a short fuse, but I’m learning to understand that everyone has different perspectives, and to talk it out.
I also mentioned that my short fuse is not with friends or family, just people I date. Probably because I’m hard on myself and I become hard on the person that I date since we’re close.
Anyway, I hope we continue happily for a long time. It’s been 2.5 months (10 weeks) now…and we have met up 7 times I think.
There had been 3 times that he missed our date….and I definitely have felt sad over him for many days….but he also makes me so happy.
This morning I listened to some Let’s Stay Together, juiced some lime and celery, and had a big smile on my face. Then I had some expensive lychees, and felt so happy, lucky, and satisfied.
I have never felt so happy in my life with anyone else. Alex is special.
I wasn’t as clingy this time compared to before I think. We were cuddling after sex, but I was less “stuck on him”…I was more caressing him, and we were holding hands often. He was playing with my shoulder, shoulder blades cuz those areas turn him on. Weird.
Oh, and I sucked on his dick for the first time! I figured I should reward him for being good this week! He wasn’t as big as I remembered….maybe 5.5 or 5.75 inches. But it’s perfect. I told him I love his dick as I sucked on it. He told me my ass looked nice.
Also, I learned that he is more selfish with his money. Instead of altruistic good deeds, he’ll likely give them to his descendants. I guess many Asians are like that. He asked if I ever worried about income in the early days of entrepreneurship. I said, No, I have money saved up…I’m Asian! He laughed and totally agreed.
We talked about what era we’d like to live in. I said 1000 years into the future when we can live (as healthy and young) forever, and have very sophisticated VR. He said if he was born about 8 years earlier (be 25 now) and
