Things I’m interested in right now

Drone that can be controlled with a glove or wrist wrap!

Harness the global warming energy, thereby getting free energy and lowering Earth’s temperature!

Getting lean in the waist and toned overall!

Make more friends – friends whom I can talk to about these topics, friends who have the time & money & desire to travel with me, friends who are funny, smart, playful, reliable, sincere, kind!

Manifest more fun flings!

Grow Knot Theory to 8 figures!

Find the best surgeon to give me an eye lift and philtrum lift!

Improve my energy level – through diet, through EBV eradication!

Improve my mood – through lowering stress, knowing myself, forgiveness, better health!

Improve my friend dynamic so people want to be my friend and I want to be their friend!

What trips to take in the cold rainy months!

Where would I live in the (near) future?

Feeling sad and unmotivated

Memories of Keilor is subsiding.

John is dating and is super happy with the girl.

Brian has been dating and had “flawless dates” with the girl.

Alex Pinto never followed up with me after seeing me.

No one at spikeball is interested in me. Probably no one is worth my interest either. Spikeball friends are boring/unfunny people for the most part.

Spent time hosting Kent but he turned out to be boring and even annoying.

Stopped talking to Cyndi because she’s been an absent friend. It’s been like this a while, but the fact that she took over a week to reply to me was the last straw. I didn’t have to spell it out to her, but I did. Now we’re just not friends anymore.

ECF girls suck. Uninspiring most of them. Busy, non-responsive.

Hamptonites – nothing stemming from that so far.

Volleyball friends – ok as a larger group, but no one is worth spending all day with.

I feel undesired by guys and by my friends. I feel that I don’t have kindred spirits. People that I wanted to get to know better don’t want to hang out with me, and the few people who made an effort are the people I don’t like or don’t care to like (not funny, not smart, fake, cliche, etc) Summer for example. Kent too. Fake and cliche.

Nicole was dreadful to hang out with. I don’t know how she became so dreadful. She overthinks, is negative, and her bad energy is contagious.

I’m looking into healing my mind (I can manifest, I can forgive) and body (adrenals, EBV). I hope to get my happiness and motivation back!

 

 

 

Financials

IBKR: About $6M

TD: About $1.5M

Just found last 2 year’s tax returns in Simplii Financials: $36,591.05

And that I have $68,700 in PayPal

USD: 154.6+160+68.7=383.3K which is about $524K CAD (Although I do owe Mom $410K, used to pay John)

CAD: 48+36.5=84.5

So my liquid is 524+84.5=608.5

So my total net worth is about $8M CAD

Plus Knot Theory is probably worth $1.5M

Wow.

I am very blessed <3