I’m not sure about Jeff these days.
He’s been a bit weird. In a subtle way, but it worries me. It’s like he texts me without thinking much.
And I’m starting to doubt our compatibility. He seems to have no friends and he seems to watch way too many movies.
Also, the past two days, no good morning and no good night from him. This is deteriorating fast. Sigh.
I was all horny today. But I was thinking about Jon.
This is just not going well.
Met up with Sum and Christie and Cyndi today for dinner at Ask for Luigi. It was pretty good.
Christie actually found someone! And they’ve been dating for two months. She is so in love. Thinks he is perfect. He says he loves her everyday. I’m so jealous.
Summer gets flowers every week.
Actually I was thinking to really downplay Jeff because I don’t want our relationship cursed. But I’m surprised and not too surprised that Christie has found someone. Everyone is finding their perfect love… no one will be busy cursing me. Well, maybe Cyn.
I don’t feel that Jeff will be that perfect. I don’t feel that he’ll be that good to me. He seems impatient. Maybe I should start looking again. Nah, I’ll focus on my biz.
I haven’t really got down to business yet. I think I’m a bit jetlagged…or maybe just really exhausted from the trip. I wish I could be like Jon, needing only 3 to 6 hours of sleep a day.
I want my lover to spoil me and love me.