JL’s 24th birthday, Richmond Oval game, dating Alex, future

Mixed feelings about today and life in general.

Sales were down to 35 today. Maps are no catching on after a VL campaign. I’m a bit worried. Ying’s containers aren’t making a lot of profits, but she is selling 10 a day without PPC ads!

I need to find a way to revive Knot Theory rings on Amazon, and sell lots maps! C’mon brain. You can figure this out!

Of course, best bet is getting Amazon Exclusives. Fingers crossed!

Played in a Richmond volleyball tournament today with Elan, Mary, Jerrod, Tim, and Kelly. Got slaughtered. These teams were so good! Tim is really funny. Jerrod and Elan too actually. Elan is becoming more and more likeable. Though he hit me in the head today with a ball, by accident.

I didn’t play very well today. Sigh. I played ok at Fortius on Thursday though. I didn’t like Elan that much, but he was the one who invited me to both games!

The Richmond oval is amazing. It’s so big, so new, and full of activities.

JL’s 24th today! He is so young. But he is so loveable and mature. I really like him. I like Kaelynn too. And Steve.

I took 2 Katy love pills before going. I also took 2 After Party Pal, and one after. I think they are all very helpful!

I did feel a bit more loving with the Katy love. And more alert. I also felt a lot less tired with the APP pills. I’m not sure if it was just one or the other that brought on those good feelings. I shall try again soon.

We played stack pong. It took me 5 drinks to learn the game, and I was a bit hammered.

JL and K’s place has the most gorgeous view. Even better than Alex’s! And their rent is $1400! On the 23rd floor.

Drinking and talking and playing that stack pong game was fun. After that, we went to Portside. I’ve been there before, when it wasn’t called that. There was a fashion show there. Way back when.

I’m definitely in a different place now. These things don’t interest me that much. We’ve gone clubbing 2 times together now….both times, no on hit on me. Is it because I look old? Is it because I’m Asian? Or is it because I look too hot? Haha. Either way I feel a little sad. Not that there were cute guys…but it seemed like every girl got hit on except for me. Even Steve.

I felt pretty good physically though. Those pills are good.

I felt that no one wanted to touch me. People keep a bit of a distance from me. Why is that?

Alex is coming over tomorrow. I’m looking forward to it, but at the same time not too attracted to him anymore. I was very attracted to him on our first date, but…sigh. 1. too skinny, 2. old / older looking than I thought, 3. unsuccessful at 41 almost 42, which makes him seem pathetic at times, and 4. unambitious.

But he is great is many ways too. 1. Funny, 2. likes Sci-fi, 3. Tall (6 foot 1), 4. kind, 5. blue eyes, 6. touchy feely, 7. totally open-minded about my hair and thinks I’m gorgeous.

I did pray to God to give me a guy for the mean time. Someone I enjoy making out with, because it’s been so long. It’s been 6 months since Jeffrey. And, Alex is so much like what I prayed for. I wish he was a bit cuter I guess. Less scrawny. If he was less scrawny and more successful in his career venture (and has a career), he’d be perfect.

Why is he unsuccessful at 41 though? Not smart enough? Not skilled enough? Not lucky? Not resourceful? Wrong direction? Lacking certain traits such as follow-through or perseverance? I can’t tell yet. I’m quite sure I need a successful boyfriend though. I want to be a power couple together!

I want someone very good at marketing, and can help me market my products. Maybe I shall hire a marketer. A cute one haha.