Last day in Taiwan! I was so excited, but not right now.
I woke up to a stuffy nostril this morning. Not sure if I was getting a cold.
I wasn’t gonna talk to Alex anymore, because I wasn’t feeling great. He left a message that was choppy because of bad connection, so we talked on the phone for a bit.
While talking, he started heating up a pizza.
Before that, he wasn’t being very sexy either.
I was pissed.
I said I was gonna let him go. He said, “kisses” (which is lame btw), and I ignored him.
He messaged me to apologize. I told him how I felt. He said he was dumb to do that.
I was still upset, so I said I didn’t want to feel this way after 3 weeks of waiting to see him. And I told him that he didn’t need to come to the airport.
That was over 2 hours ago, and he still hasn’t replied.
Well. I’m surprised and sad. I thought he’d tried to call me or at least say something.
But I won’t message him again. I’ll just have to wait and see.
If this falls through, I’ll be fine. I’m fine on my own. I’m going to South Africa with a bunch of people. I might meet someone.
I’ve already turned on my OkC profile again. A bit quick I know, but I’m really pissed that he didn’t reply.
For 3 whole weeks I’ve been waiting to see him. I had been missing him. And we seemed strong. And now, he acts like he isn’t enthusiastic. Sigh. I definitely was too eager when I thought I’d move in with him soon.