Cyn, Christie, and I went to Sum’s for dinner tonight.
Cyn’s life is so great, making me kind of jealous. She’s been dating like crazy, met at least two cute guys, had amazing sex with one of them, made out with another one. She also got offered a job in New York, and she can name her salary. She’ll likely get at least $120K USD, plus equity of the company. It’s so good that it’s almost hard to be happy for her. But I’ll be happy for her. I wish my life is taking off like that.
Sum is doing really well too, making $150K the past year. A guy – smart, wealthy, established – is super into her too. He actually left his wife of 20 years, in order to pursue her. Wow.
Christie didn’t say much about herself, but she hasn’t had sex in 1.5 years. I don’t know how well her business is.
Me, I haven’t had sex in about 4 months.
I was an ok night. I like them, but I don’t really jive with them. But at the same time it’ll be cool be to Sex in the City with these girls. We really are so different.
Cyn and I have similar sense of humour. Summer and Christie have their own. Sum and I have similar taste in guys. Cyn and Christie are more reserved. But then Cyn is changing fast.
I shouldn’t be jealous of anybody. I should just be happy for them, be helpful, and be a good friend.
I want to be more successful though. And I will be. This is the year! I’ll do everything in my power to be successful starting this year.
My rings are done and waiting to be packaged. I need your blessing, my dear God. I love you, I miss you.