Julia and Justin got on faster than anyone. Faster than Sam and I!
I think it was at Justin’s birthday that they started flirting and maybe even more. It was very cute.
But in less than 3 weeks, things had changed. Justin hardly spent time with Julia, while we were on Gili T.
Their situation is so similar to me and Sam’s. Justin said he was afraid of getting hurt, and he was afraid of hurting her. Julia said it’s ok, she can have fun or fall in love, just want to have a good time while here. (My thoughts exactly!) She said, I won’t hurt you. She didn’t think he’d hurt her.
Justin basically wasn’t able to spend more than 1 minute with Julia while we were on mushroom that day. After we are back in Canggu, she asked for a good morning kiss in the villa and didn’t get it.
Why? Why!
Julia is handling it in strides. I’m so proud of her.
I don’t understand how one can be hurt so badly that they don’t want to spend time with someone who is loving to them.
But this happens again and again….to Julia, to me, to Masha. Amazing women, not being treated fairly by wounded men. Damn those women who wounded them. Damn those fragile hearts.
In comparison, at the moment, Sam is at least better than Justin. But it’s hard to say when he might change.
3 more weeks. Be good to me Sam. Please.