Had the Limitless mushroom pill this morning, felt just the bad. A little bit like Moda but without the focus.
At 2:30, went to pick up Bunny to go see physio. He was 10 minutes late, and I was put in a bad mood immediately.
Bought a pizza for $4 at shoppers, got Bunny some melatonin and l-theanine, and some xmas earrings. Felt a bit better.
Physio gave Bunny positive outlook. He felt a bit better.
Went to the beach and sat for a bit cuz Bunny hasn’t been out for so long.
Went to Tim Horton’s and got him lots of coffee for the week, and I got some donuts.
Went back to his place and we both did some exercises.
He wanted to watch stocks and wheel of fortune again but I didn’t. So I worked.
Then we had pizza. Cuddled on the couch a bit while he felt uncomfortable.
Sigh.
That’s the story of our relationship.
I can’t take any more of this.
He can’t take any more of this. His health issues I mean.
I just feel miserable whenever I’m with him.
I felt so happy when I was with Alex.
But, Alex didn’t even reply back to what I wrote.
I now feel sad thinking about Alex too.
I’m miserable this week.
I want to date someone who make me happy, makes me laugh, laughs at my jokes. Someone that I can laugh lots together with. Someone who has the capacity to love me and does. Someone with lots of resilience, resourcefulness, a kind heart, is outgoing, has good friends.
Sigh.
I want that.