Finally saw Alex after 3 weeks! He had covid and was on a 10-day dopamine detox – no masturbation and video games.
I kinda didn’t expect to see him so soon actually. And, I’ve been trying to not feel as much towards him.
Also, moving to the new office and learning DesktopShipper have been keeping me super busy. I’m at the office ’til 11:30pm a few days this past week.
I didn’t start getting ready until the last minute, and I kept thinking he might cancel. But he didn’t, and he was on time! 5pm.
I decided to wear a sexy and also funny outfit because it’s almost Valentine’s. It was a lace red bra and bottom, except there was no fabric at the tits and crotch ahahaha
I told him I was wearing something sexy and kinda porny. He said he was excited and hard already.
I always wear a silky robe when I greet him at the door. I don’t like being too exposed right away.
We came to my living room, and he “unwrapped” my robe. My nipple kinda bounced/flicked out from the robe as he did that. It was pretty hawt. He said this was his favourite outfit so far.
He kept saying he’ll cum in like 2 minutes or 10 seconds because it’s been 10 days. He had also said we’d do 5 rounds. I should never go by what he says…he says many things and don’t necessarily mean them.
He put on a condom because he didn’t trust himself to pull out in time….and for the first time I learned that I really don’t like condoms!
I was waiting for him to finish so we can have condom-less sex. He took more than 2 minutes for sure. Was hoping for more since it’s been so long….
Our second round was better….though I got on top of him so I didn’t feel the amazing dick entry as much. I have been working out and eating less (because at office), and I hadn’t eaten all day, so I was feeling pretty great about my body. I rode him confidently, and can tell he enjoyed looking at my body. He grabbed my tits and said he love them. Or like them. When he saw my ass earlier in the night he was like wow…it was like he had forgotten how nice it was.
At one point he was putting his dick in slowly then quickly…I asked if he was A/B testing…he said yes…haha. I said maybe I need to be towelled off cuz my wetness made me feel less. He said he was drying his dick (I guess on the sheet!) so he was thinking the same. He put his dick in again, and it felt amazing! Wow. He figured it out! No wonder he is successful!
I think he is a bit preoccupied by work. Anime profile pic NFT is taking off! I wouldn’t be surprised if he makes tens of millions from this project. I would be happy for him, but also would be worried that he’d be too far ahead of me.
We talked about the future. He wants to start a family in 4 or 5 years. Sell his businesses, invest more in real estate in New Brunswick and live off it, build a dream house with pool for his cousins’ kids.
He has such clarity.
I said I’m not thinking in terms of years, but amount. I want to make $100 million. He seems surprised at this lofty goal. I’m surprised that he is surprised. I feel that his NFT can reach that.
I really like that he is always on top of the latest trend and very good at getting in early.
At the same time, I dread the thought that I might be left behind. I dread the thought that we can’t have this forever.
I love spending time with him so much. And I know he does too.
I told him he is the most compatible person I’ve ever met.
We laugh so much each time.
I told him that cute animals, romantic connection, movements of freedom are among my recipes for happy and meaningful moments. I said I want to ride giraffes. He thought I said “I wanna ride your ass” hahahaha
We were singing to “Let’s stay together” by Al Green. And he was really high pitched hahaha
Somewhere in the middle he asked, “Miss me?” I said yes. I ask him, he said “Of course”. That is a bit cute, but I’d never ask. I’d just say it. I’d just tell him that I miss him, instead of checking to see if he misses me.
I wish I had a way of making lots of money like he does with the NFT. I want to make $100MM!
Right now, the rings are doing great. We are getting $3000 to $4000 in sales each day! The only bottleneck is engraving staff and machine. I think I can bring it up to $5000 a day if we have enough engraving staff and machine.
I need to have faith that I can bring this to $100M. It’s not NFT, but it has so much potential. We can make it a luxury brand.
Alex gave me a hickey last night. Not on purpose.. I had to wear my neon green turtle neck today.
I thought about him a lot. Gosh I miss him so much again. I want to see him this weekend. I want to see him every weekend. But he only has the capacity/desire to seeing me every other weekend…sigh. I want someone who wants me as much as I want them. And of course, someone who doesn’t want kids.
Went to see John today. Brought some delicious White Spot burgers fries and onion rings for us. He showed me his new rehab moves, I massaged him a bit, and we cuddled. I fell asleep. I asked what he did. He said he listened to me sleep lol. I didn’t snore but he was listening to my breathing.
He is cute. He is handsome. If only he was healthier and that we laugh a lot together! And that our sex is as good as me and Alex.
Sex with Alex is just unreal. Unreal! His dick feels amazing and he puts effort in to make the sex good. I thought about if I’ll ever find sex as good. I’m sure I will….I thought Matthew was the best until I met Alex! So, who knows, maybe someone out there is better than Alex!