Zest for Life

Ah, there’s a cello player on the ferry, and I didn’t realize how soothing it was to listen to cello live. He is easy on the eye too. What a treat!

Zest for life…I feel as though it’s slipping away…

Maybe it’s the pressure of answering customer emails the past 2 months that’s taking its toll. I’m so fucking sick of it.

I find myself stagnant, physically. It’s a dread to move. To exercise, to play volleyball. I like socializing, but I dread any cardio.

I dread flying to Asia to visit family and factories. I dread the hassle.

Why is that?

I think I’m depressed. And stressed.

I hope to resolve this problem by:
1. Hiring a VA
2. Exercise regularly
3. Take some anti-depressing herbs

I hope I can find my zest again.