Funny how, when I was in Victoria, I was thinking about Brodie a lot. I was distracted from the IMAX movies, etc. I vaguely remember. I remember thinking there’s no way I won’t end up making out with him. I remember thinking way too much about what to say if we end up making out. I remember convincing myself that it’s not gonna ruin anything.
Then, on the ferry, I met Ashley the cellist. I was smitten. Even more smitten the next day. I think in part because of the photo on his business card. I realized today that he looked like Klaus from the Lemony Snicket movie! Even recently I still thought of the 9 yo old character as attractive and looked him up. Scary I know. But I like the flat eyebrows, the intelligent look. Ashley didn’t look quite like that in person….he looked more like Paul Rudd…who I also thought was cute…but he is definitely photogenic. And he had the intelligent look.
It’s day 3 and I’m starting to forget Ashley, but the interesting thing was that I can’t remember what it’s like to get all worked up by Brodie. It’ll be interesting to see if he still turns me on when I see him possibly Monday, for volleyball training.
I think I can only like one person at a time. My brain was high on Ashley Green.
He has a face of a famous person. I feel like he is gonna be famous. I like his style, his height, his pects, his incredibly foreign world of music, his general non-judging and happy attitude.
I think about how he reached over to my scarf because he noticed the Knot Theory label, and how he compared his pinky to my index finger…I feel that those small actions were a sign that he was attracted. Sometimes I wasn’t sure at all if he liked me, because he was so bad at asking me questions and keeping the conversation going…but, I think only if he was attracted would he do the above things.
I remember saying in amazement how we got seat and there were people standing, and he said good thing I met him, and smiled shyly to himself. So cute.
I should’ve touched his hand more. He has incredibly long fingers for cello-playing I bet he’d be great at fingering me hahaha.
I hope I get to see him in March. I feel that if I get to spend time with him once more, with good makeup on, flattering clothes, and a resolve to attract him….I think he’ll be more hooked on me. Right now he is probably confused or half fast attracted. I had no makeup on, and I sent mixed signals.
I really want him. I wonder if we can have an amazing sexlationship.
He is so cute, so elegant and classy, so talented, so exotic. I remember when we were on the bus, I decided to stare into his eyes for as long as I could. Either I decided that, or I just couldn’t help it….not sure which one. He stared right back…..until I had to look away. I think I could’ve smiled, or close my eyes for a bit. Next time 🙂 I hope there’s a next time 🙂