Oh Matthew. Still so very cute. I hope this lasts.
I don’t expect much from him I guess. Just to be consistently respectful and interested. I’m happy that he messages me everyday since we had sex.
It’s hard not to think there can be more to us, since we have so many parallels in life. It’s hard to even imagine that someone could be more compatible/similar to him than I am. But, we have different core values. I wouldn’t cheat. When I think about that, I don’t feel that there can be more to us. Just being friends with benefits is probably the most ideal situation. Everything I’ve read about him, and everything he’s told me, tell me that he is addicted to newness, and his affection won’t last. Sigh. I’m already sad.
I need to think about why I shouldn’t fall for him.
- He is not interested in seeing me bald – not actually caring
- He is a cheater – not respectful
- He is addicted to new love – no chance of becoming a faithful boyfriend