So sad lately.
I think it’s because
- Matthew hasn’t tried to hook up with me
- Period
- Ashley is really not that obvious about how he feels towards me
- Everyone is in love it seems
- Clement and Evan getting married
- Everyone in ASM is married or in great relationships (except for Angela…but she is young)
- Linda got engaged
- Jackie got pregnant (not that I want to, but feel a bit jealous that she is with someone who she feels happy and secure enough to have a baby with)
- Norm has a girlfriend and is closer to her than to me. If I tell him anything, most likely it’ll end up reaching her
- Most people have boyfriend, friends, husbands
- Or they are young. They can date any time.
- Even though I have friends who are single, they seem so lame…I just feel that I have been grouped together with the lame kids
- Nicole, Cat, Tina – the old single ladies
- Even Cyn has Ty. Plus lots of friends.
- I don’t have the love of any guy.
I want a boyfriend now, more than ever. How I long for a guy who really loves me, and vice versa.
I’ve been watching Felicity. At first I was all jealous of all the girls, because all the guys on the show are so sweet. But towards the end of season one, it’s just a big mess. These people are nuts, and their relationships are so tough.
Yes, I guess that’s what life is about.
Man, I so want a boyfriend…