I don’t know what is wrong with me. I haven’t been very productive at all.
Today, I worked out. I wrote some emails. That was it.
I browsed online, I listened to Happiness Advantage audio book. I discovered the youtube channel “Charisma on Command” and watched it like an addict. I watched Mr. Robot. I watched more of Charisma.
I’m now in love with this youtuber, Charlie Houpert. But I’ll never have someone like that. He is out of my league.
What is my league?
I feel so old and unattractive.
I’m settling all the time, each day, to less, it seems.
Maybe OKCupid and Zoosk are what’s bringing me down.
I think I need to cut these out of my life.
All of them. Tinder, Bumble, Happn.
I’m too old for some of these apps, and too young for some other apps.
I think the only way is to meet people in real life.