It’s Day 3 in trying out Tony Robbins’ RPM planning model. It’s a great model, but it’s really hard to implement when I’m in Victoria.
I got tired a lot it seems. And there’s a lot of socializing with mom’s friends and spending time with Mom. Oh and talking to Dad for 2 hours didn’t help. I’ll keep trying to find a balance.
Jeffrey messaged me this morning. I didn’t expect it.
I said goodbye last Thursday. 6 days ago. He didn’t try to contact me until now.
He said, “I’m still missing ya, ‘bun bun’ :/”
I told him I’m missing him too.
Just last night I cried before going to bed, because I decided to write down all our best moments in my “Magic Moments 2017” notebook. I told him that.
He said it’s been harder the past couple days. He thought about me lots and he thought about our magic moments.
I told him that my life coach said it’s ok for me to take a break from dating, and just focus on feeling better, by visualizing Jeffrey finding the pefrect person for him, and me finding the perfect person for me.
He didn’t reply.
I gave up on us being together a long time ago. I cry but I don’t have any hopes and dreams of being with him.
I want to be with my soulmate.
Jeffrey is great. I want someone like him, but someone who doesn’t want kids, and is smarter and funny more often.
Trying out this offline tool for writing journal. Blogo. So good!