It’s been about 4 days since I messaged Brad on Monday/Tuesday and got no reply.
It shows that he didn’t go into Whatsapp since Sunday…so he probably didn’t see the message…but….why didn’t he go into Whatsapp?
I’m so upset over this. I was just starting to really like him.
I suppose he could be hurt, dead, or…. Actually those are the only two things I can think of that would justify this.
The chance of the above is ultra slim.
There’s a higher chance of him just moving on, or not having me on his mind….and that makes me sad.
There have been so many guys like this already. I thought he’d be sincere.
I’m in so much pain, so much sadness, just thinking about this.
I don’t think I’m having unreasonable expectations.
At this point, whether he messages me ever again….I think there’s no use. I’ve given up on him.
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I’ll choose to believe that he was good. That he had good intentions. That he probably got really hurt in a climbing accident, can’t type because he broke both hands, or got into a coma.
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I’ve been lowering my standards every single time I meet someone, yet they still disappoint.
Am I not attractive enough for anyone decent? Do I bore them? I don’t know how I can be so repulsive or unattractive…
Even Norm has an easier time finding love. What is wrong with me???
Maybe it’s time to leave Vancouver, if I want to find a boyfriend.
Dear God, please help me find love!