Lunch with Masha today. We had the same hair, coral top, black coat, and ordered the same food, haha.
I mentioned to her that Max wants to hang out but he talked about being excited to go to Moscow because of the girls. Masha said Moscow girls are greedy so he’ll be disappointed. I don’t think his 5 days there warrant that discovery.
But that’s not the point. The point is that he talks about this while flirting with me. Masha thought he might be testing to see my reaction. I doubt it. She said don’t date Russian guys, unless they’ve lived here for a while, lol. She approved of Max. But she didn’t know him well I don’t think.
I’ve decided to tell Max, if he ever messages me again, this:
I had a good impression of you, but then you kept telling me how excited you are about going to Moscow – because of the girls.
What’s wrong with the world today? These are conversations I should not have to have.
I really want a guy that respects me.
I thought about Brad just now. He is better, but I’m realizing that we will never work.
I need someone patient and loving towards me. I guess there’s potential of him being that, but he isn’t that right now.
What are some things that make me certain that this won’t work?
He probably has never been in a real relationship.
He is too young. Not mature enough. Not in the position to be protecting me.
He is not romantic.
He is not smitten.
He is not trying to develop this into more.
Sigh. I want someone that loves me. It shouldn’t be this hard…