Ha, we are crazy. This is such a strange start!
On Monday, we chatted for the first time, for 3.5 hours. After that, we told each other how turned on we were, and we had phone sex.
On Tuesday, I told him I had an epic orgasm, thinking about him. Before going to bed, we had phone sex again.
On Wednesday, which was yesterday, we chatted. No phone sex. Just talked and laughed, for hour and a half.
I like him so much, I can’t even believe it. I would marry him.
I mentioned Starman, how I loved the show but couldn’t find it anywhere. He said, “I’ll find it. It’ll be your wedding gift.”
Haha. It’s the second time he joked about getting married. I love it.
I love so many things about him. Things I didn’t expect to ever find again in someone. That he is monogamous, funny, smart, ambitious, patient, loving, sweet. His voice is perfect. He just seems so perfect.
I told him that our virtual relationship is like getting one level deep into the Inception world. We would’ve dated for 30 years by the time we meet in person. He thought it was funny and that I was so cool for thinking that.
We informally decided that we should get married, have 100 puppies and 1000 bunnies. We’d move to the States. I’m surprised he’d move to the States. He seems so settled in. He’s got a place in Deep Cove, close to his family. He gets to ski all the time. I like that he wants to move to the States and is flexible.
I told him about me not wanting kids. He hesitated on that topic. He obviously possibly wants kids. He said it might just depend on the person you meet. And he said he has a puppy anyway. I guess it’s too early to dive deep into that.
The reason why we even talked last night was because he said he was nervous about meeting me. I couldn’t tell if it was because we had a little fight or because he felt self conscious about not having abs.
You see, I kinda engineered a fight by being dramatic…I know I was strange…but I felt that it would be part of our Inception relationship. I wasn’t planning for it to be too big..though he did walk away from it and made me feel a bit sad. But he came back and we continued to like each other. This flight response might be something we need to deal with later on. And of course, my temper.
As for abs…well, I did bring it up in the past once. And lasts night when I sent him a pic of a toned guy wearing just an apron, using the same stove that he just got, his first reaction was that he needed to get back to his gym routine in order to look that good.
He said last night on the phone that he builds muscles easily, but he also gains weight around his midsection. He said that he gained 10 or 15 pounds the past couple months. Hmmm…… I am a little worried.
I do hope that we like each other physically. I mean, I have no hair. He’s gonna have to be fine with that too.
I wanted to talk on the phone with him because I felt that we needed it. I wasn’t sure if he was mad at me from our little fight. It was good that we talked. We were both so into each other.
He said that he’d die if this didn’t work in person. Said that he’d take me with him lol.
I actually cried today, thinking about how much I want him, and that I possibly love him, and that I too, worry that we won’t love what we see when we meet.
He made me laugh so much on the phone. He loves that we laugh at the same things, and that I think about cool stuff such as our existence. I want to tell him that I’ll love him no matter how he looks. But, I don’t know if it’s the truth.
When we meet in person, it could either be a beginning or an end. I hope it’s a beautiful beginning.