I want to be married to a man who loves me, and whom I love. We make each other happier and better.
Dear God, I’m grateful that you’ve brought Jeff into my life. I haven’t met him yet, but the past 3 weeks have been amazing.
I’m afraid that I won’t find him attractive, or that he might not find me attractive. I’m afraid that we won’t get married like we planned. I’m afraid that he isn’t the one.
I talked to Cat, Nicole, Mom, and Norm today and yesterday. I disclosed pretty much everything to them. I’m afraid that this might spoil things. Why? Because I’m afraid that my friends will subconsciously wish ill of me. If they have the power to manifest, I”m worried that they will manifest bad luck into my life due to jealousy. Such a ridiculous idea.
But deep down I’m sure that my friends want luck for themselves, and they won’t wish bad luck upon me. I hope that they get luck too.
So, I hope it was ok that I told them how amazing Jeff has been.
Today was the only day that he had been very passive. I said good morning, and then he said it. He didn’t message me all day, and when I messaged him, he replied to say he was driving home from Whistler. It was late. And he didn’t say good night.
Sigh.
I don’t know if anything is up.
If this keeps up tomorrow then I’ll be worried.
We are meeting, supposedly on Tuesday or Wednesday next week.
For some reason, I wouldn’t be surprised if it didn’t happen. I don’t know why. Maybe just preparing myself so I don’t feel sad….either by it not happening or by him not being my type, or other things I haven’t thought of.
Yesterday he sent me two pics. In one, he was hot. In another, his head was big and neck was thick. I really don’t know what to think now.
Also, he hasn’t been as keen about what I have to say, it seems. I dunno.
I’m afraid to lose him. Because he is so likely to be the one for me.
It feels like every step is an unknown that we have to concur. I mean, we concurred the phone call, which was nice. Now, we have to concur meeting in person. If that goes well, we concur being in a relationship.
Dear God, to be honest I’m amazed that you’ve given me so much. I didn’t think I could find someone who likes what I like about me. I didn’t think he’d be pretty much 100% what I seek.
I just want to say that, it’s been amazing, and, if it ends when we meet, I’d still be grateful.
I’ll keep on looking, even though I may never meet someone like him again. The point is that, I do seem to have the ability to manifest, thanks to you. I just need to think about it long enough and clearly enough.
So I want Jeff to be the one for me. He IS the one for me, and I am the one for him. We meet, we are instantly physically attracted. We are relieved. We laugh, talk, eat. We have the most epic first date.
We start dating. I come back from Florida, energized with grand biz visions. I share them with him, which helps his biz vision also. We start dating seriously. I give him his birthday gift, the coasters of George Michael and Prince. He loves them. He has already gifted me a book, which I’ve finished reading and loved. It’s had an impact on my life in a positive way.
He sees me bald for the first time. He loves it. We spend time being outdoors, walking Molly, and watching movies.
We have sex for the first time. Actually. we make love. He has the hottest dick, ass, and body. And face of course. He loves my body and face too. He loves my bald head. We have the most epic sexy sex that lasts hours. We have never had it better.
Since then, we spend more time with each other, our sex gets better and better, and our chemistry gets stronger and stronger. We love each other even more, as we learn about each other. The force is strong.
We have a couple small fights, but they bring us closer. We learn how much we mean to each other, and how we’ll do everything to be great together.
We continue to laugh, learn, and hitting some serious goals we’ve made for 2017. We fall in love with each other again and again. We are best friends.
One day, he proposes to me. I say yes. We can’t be happier! Our parent are thrilled too. Molly too!
We can’t wait to be married. The wedding is so much fun, and energy is so great. He is the man of my dream. He is gorgeous. He is the love of my life. And I am his.
Molly is the ring bearer, and we got a modern form of rings – either a circuit tattoo, implant, or my silicone wedding rings. We are so fun and so cool.
Our friends are amazing and happy for us. We laugh so much and party so much together.
That night, we have epic sex as we often do. We let each other know just how much we love each other.
We continue to do amazing things while we are together. We find huge success in our businesses. We are so compatible in business too. We always have each other’s best interest at heart. We are each other’s best friend. We love each other in a big way and in a small way. Our passion for each other just goes on and on. We are never jaded of each other, because we both grow. We surprise each other, instead of becoming stale and predictable. We are affectionate as we have been since the day we met.
What an amazing, incredible life! We are so lucky. Soooo lucky. Thank you for blessing us. We hope to be together again in a future life.