Dear Jeff Bunny,
I think you are amazing in so many ways. Your sense of humour, your accomplishments as a nerd and an athlete, your ambitions in life, and how adorable and passionate you were when we fell in love.
I love that you wanted to marry me! And I wanted to marry you too! I love that you wanted to find the Starman TV show for me as my wedding present. I love that you got me a book. I love that we laughed so much together and have similar sense of humour. I love that you were super funny. I love that we talked for 3.5 hours on our first phone date, then had phone sex. I love that we had phone sex many times after. Your voice made me feel safe. I loved hearing your voice.
I love that you were interested in personal development. I love that you were interested in cooking. I love that you were close to your parents and your brother.
You were everything I wanted and more.
How I wish we could get married and live happily ever after. There’s so much I want to experience with you, and I know you want to share so much with me too. And I love that about you. We could have had so much fun. We could’ve hiked together, have amazing real sex together all the time, and explore each other’s worlds. We could have been a power couple. Together, we would’ve been invincible.
I really don’t know what made it so impossible to make this work again. What caused you to give up on me, give up on us, lose patience, and assume the worst.
Just a couple days ago we had a fun chat and then phone sex. The next day you were impatient and mean. All I needed was for you to day, “Babe I’m tired tonight. I know I said I’ll call, but how about tomorrow?” Or even just pick up the phone so we can feel where we were at. I wasn’t mad at you. I really wanted to make it work. But you refused to even let me try to reach you, to clarify and understand.
We don’t have to be perfect. No one is perfect. We just have to listen to each other and communicate what’s on our minds clearly, so we can resolve each conflict as they rise, and grow stronger as a couple. But you shut me down. You don’t talk and you don’t let me talk. Of all the amazing qualities you have, and the amazing chemistry we have, this one thing kills everything. We have no chance together anymore.
I think, you need to seek professional help. This isn’t a typical human behaviour.
I’ll remember the Jeff Bunny that I loved and adored. The Jeff Bunny that I had so many fun conversations with, that I was crazy about each and every day the past 2 months. I’ll eventually stop crying and get on with life. But I hope you get better.
Love and kisses,
Tanya Bunny