Ok! New Beginning 🙂
I woke up today and felt better.
I sent Jeff the letter last night at 11:30pm. He saw it right away.
I don’t know if he read it. It was very long.
I didn’t expect him to reply. But I did my best, so I’m happy. No regrets.
He didn’t reply.
Cat called today. She just had her surgery. First thing she asked though, was, How was your date?
Well, didn’t happen. I almost cried as I described it. But I didn’t really cry.
I mean, he really wasn’t very good towards the end, was he? And he didn’t try to remedy it.
Cat thinks he’s started to see someone else. That didn’t make me feel very good. But, I don’t blame him if he has. After all, I made out with someone else!
But, now I think about it, I send the letter. It praised him. If this doesn’t change his mind, then he is not good enough for me. Worse yet, there’s something wrong with him.
Ok 3:20pm on a Saturday. He just called me. My skin was burning from nervousness. But, turned out he pocket-dialed me. WTF!
I guess that means he was thinking of calling me, at least.
Because you don’t pocket-dial someone unless they are on your phone’s main screen. Unless it was just call history.
In any case, it’s time to move on!
I deleted him from Whatsapp. I archived my FB msg to him. After V Day, I’ll delete him from my phone, and unfriend him on FB. I could do that today, but, a little voice tells me that our first date would be on Valentine’s Day coming up.
I have a sliver of hope, to be perfectly honest. But, It’s 0.00001%.
I think he’s moved on, and so should I.
Just unfriended him on FB, removed all photos of him from my phone. He is not a match for me.
I still kept his phone number, just so that I know it is him, if he replies to my text.
New Beginning!!
I created the box. Everything in this box IS!
I put in it:
I meet my Dream Husband in 2017
I live happily ever after with my Dream Husband
I have abs
My biz makes $3MM USD in sales, $1MM USD in profit in 2017
I seem to really want a husband now, hey?!
That means I will get one 🙂
I want to attract an amazing guy into my life. One that I love and loves me. One that makes my life happier and vice versa. We are a movement when we are together.