Dear Jeff Bunny,
I want to say that, you are an amazing person, one in a million. I’ve been crazy about you for so long. I love everything about you. You are smart, funny, quirky, passionate, sexy, ambitious, and I could go on…When you said you got me a book, I just melted. You are what I wanted and more.
I don’t know if that day when I said I wasn’t feeling it, that changed everything for us. For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.
When I looked back to try to understand why I said that, it’s because of how some of my friends made me feel real shitty that day. I gushed about you too much I think.
But maybe you gave up on me for reasons I wasn’t aware of.
I used to think I’d have to be perfect to find the perfect guy to be in a perfect relationship. But the real magic happens when two people grow and bond together. No one is perfect. Perfection is stagnant. The willingness to talk, listen, and understand each other better, is what makes a loving relationship grow deeper.
That’s why I wanted a guy with a growth mindset. When you said you’d hired a life coach, I thought, How did I get so lucky to attract you into my life?
I didn’t understand why you stood me up by default, and why you shut me out without giving us a chance to talk on the phone that day.
I’m not one to give up so easily. But I guess you’ve given up. I get the hint now.
Gosh, we could’ve been an amazing couple. Laugh together, go on adventures together, share what we know with each other, have real amazing sex, and truly, madly, deeply love each other. We could’ve been invincible.
And the gifts! I have no idea who else wants the custom made Prince and George Michael coasters. I also happened to have found the cutest card one day with two bunnies that are meant to be. I thought it was a sign that we are too.
I’ll remember the good memories we had and try to let go of the bad. And I wish you all the best in getting what you seek.
I just wanted to let you know how much I adored you, in case I didn’t express it clearly. Life is too short to regret for things we didn’t say.
It’s almost V Day. Happy Valentine’s Day, Bunny.
Tanya