I still miss Jeff terribly.
I think about him everyday. I cried again today.
I really want to let it go. But I haven’t been able to.
I miss all the good things about him. His amazing ways. No one compares.
Jeffrey is sweet, and amazing in his own ways. But, he is not as smart, and is so laid back.
Jeff is so cool. So smart. So…intense.
I need to remember:
- He was short tempered
- He held a grudge and refused to reconcile
- He didn’t try to make it work
I think that was the biggest thing. He didn’t try. But if he is bipolar or any other mental illness…can’t blame him. Maybe he realize he can’t be in a relationship after all.
I’ll let him go. We can both move on.