Soooo….for my birthday, Jeffrey took me to Miku, which was super nice of him.
He was so sweet. Picked me up. He had suggested two places, and I picked Toshi. But we couldn’t make a resos there, and the wait was huge, so he suggested other places. He asked what do I really want. I said sushi, and thought of Minami and Miku. He called them up, while driving(!), and found two spots left at Miku, at the bar. He was pretty good at handling this.
He was such a gentleman. He kept saying how beautiful I was, kept saying thank you for letting me spend time with you on your birthday.
We had amazing sake and sushi. Came back to my place.
Oh then he gave me my presents: a succulent plant I called Bubbles, a air/body spray, and a moss scented candle. He was running around Yaletown looking for a gift for me earlier that day. He was just the sweetest.
We made out on the love seat. I asked him if I can take my wig off. I did and he said I look so beautiful.
We kissed more, then went to the bedroom. He was just so amazed by my body. He ate me out a bit. Then, he got naked too. Holy shit. He was HUGE. The hugest I’ve ever seen.
I was worried that his dick would be crooked, like Norm’s. That’d turn me off. But it was pretty straight. Not perfectly straight, but pretty straight.
I’ve never held such a big dick. It felt like a muscle.
He was surprised when I said I wanted to suck on it. Like no one has offered lol.
Then we put on a heat and ice condom, and had sex. He felt good inside, especially doggy style. He wasn’t as good when I lied down on my belly. Matthew was flexible, so maybe he was able to thrust better in that position.
But doggie style felt really good. He wasn’t too big for me. I was really wet and he loved it.
He loved my body too. My ass. He said I was the most beautiful person he’s been with. He is so great.
After sex, I asked how soon before he can go again. He said, with you, right away. Haha! I’m surprised he is like this at age 39!
We had sex 3 times. Sorta…he didn’t cum the second time. We went to bed and had sex again around 7am. So 4 times! Impressive.
He said it was everything he hoped for and more.
His balls hang low and are kind of huge. But I can get used to them.
He doesn’t have much of a waist line, but he has no belly! That was surprising. A hint of abs even! He just has a thick upper body, and no ass. His legs are nice and toned.
I had to work a little bit at night. He said he’ll be where I am. That was really cute. I decided to work in bed.
I showed him some behind the scene things on Amazon. He got really tired though. He has some meetings the next day, training 50 ppl over skype. These 50 ppl will train the ppl in 50 offices. That’s kinda cool, that his role is so high up.
He was so sweet, cuddling me to sleep. He said he can’t wait to wake up next to me.
I thought we were restless throughout the night. I felt that I hardly slept, and every time I woke, I thought he woke too. But he said he slept fine!
I liked the 4th time the most, because it was without a condom. He felt really nice in me. I liked watching him in the mirror. His side profile was hot.
All in all sex with him was pretty good. I watched him get dressed, then I got dressed. I didn’t wear makeup. Hope he still found me attractive. At the door he was checking out my ass in the mirror.
He sent me a photo of me from Miku later on, and said I was “da best”. It’s the second time he’s said that.
He really is a sweet guy. An unusual one.
I am into him. But I wish I was more into him.
I don’t know what it is. Maybe my expectations are too high for a boyfriend. I feel that we don’t “connect” at a deeper level.
He is smart, but as far as I can tell, not very smart. I think he is funny, but somehow I notice I don’t have a ton of fun hanging out with him (such as at the aquarium). We have no chat chemistry… his chat manner is weird to me. He uses weird emoticons.
I do like him though. He is sincere, genuine, and has good principles. He is a good guy. Such a rare one.
And yes I still think about Jeff. And, I actually still cried today. Jeffrey doesn’t message me often. I miss how Jeff was. I miss the funny conversations we had.
Saw him on my phone again in the “online now” section, even though we aren’t friends. Stupid FB.
Thought about how, if he didn’t message me back then, he definitely wouldn’t message me now. How could he be like this. I thought we were special.
Masha said that she thought she met her soulmate more than once. They turned out not to be.
I hope Jeffrey and I do fall in love. I hope we have that deep connection that I’ve been seeking. He is so great in so many ways….
