Alex and I have been doing better lately. At least, the past week. It was as though something had shifted within me. Or I was in a better mood after my period had started. I don’t know what it was. But I felt more joyful and happy around him. And he seemed more joyful and less drained too.
I’m moving in with him after I come back from South Africa. We are likely going to start a business together.
These are all things that I wouldn’t normally do after meeting someone for less than 4 months. It’s not because I’m so certain about us. It’s almost as though fate caused this to happen.
The way the first date went really well. The way that he ran into me after second date, no hair no makeup. The fact that he lost his job 2 weeks into our relationship, and stayed with me for 2 weeks. How his roommate and job drained him, the way he handled stress, which cause me to figure that the only way is to move in with him, to help him and to help give our relationship its best chance. The fact that he has no savings, and I hate that he doesn’t have money to enjoy life more, caused me to suggest starting a business together.
It is as though that God wants us to be together.
The wedding song was in my head tonight for some reason. I thought about whether we’ll get married. I realized that I’d only want to marry him if we are both doing well financially.
Why? Because it’s important to me that he can earn a living. A guy is much more attractive when he can thrive in this world instead of just survive. And I need to know that he has money to take care of himself and to sustain our fun lifestyle, and to spoil me once in a while.
Not to mention, having no money is stressful, and it forces you into situations such as having to work full time at a job that isn’t great. He is not very good with stress. It impacts our relationship.
Also, money allows for greater self expression. He dreams a lot, but he hasn’t been able to realize his dreams.
Having money will help our relationship out a lot. At any age, but especially at this age.
He is not perfect. Far from it. But there are key important characters about him that make him special to me.
We will make lots of money. Our love, our marriage, our life experience, our happiness, require that we make lots of money. 6 figures each, ideally 7 figures together.
God, I feel that you want us to be together. I hope this means you want us to get rich together too.
Please give us a helping hand, and allow us to live our dreams! Thank you thank you thank you 😀