Pia snuck out of the bedroom last night and didn’t come back ’til around 5am this morning. I was very confused.
Now I learned that she was cuddling with Brian last night! Omg!
I’m happy for them, though a bit sad for her boyfriend back home. Though they are not in the committed stage yet anyway.
She brought me the sad news though….she said it’s the most hook-up chapter ever…I asked who else? She said Rebecca and Fred, and Michelle and Sam. Whaaat!
I did see Michelle totally going after Sam. And part of me knows that he wanted to meet someone and likely will, and could break my heart that way.
Pia said she doesn’t know for sure, just that Michelle went to his place when Kevin and his gf Michelle were away.
Just when I thought Sam really liked me. Sigh. But I can’t blame him. He is single and wants to meet someone. I’d never hook up with him.
It does make me sad, but at the same time I feel that he likes me a lot. I am magical in ways that Michelle will never be.
Yesterday Robert cooked us dinner. Me, Sam, and Ashley. It was fun. Sam asked how I’d like the onions cut. I said, into the same of bunnies. And he did that.
Later he asked if I kept it cuz he couldn’t find it. I didn’t keep it (it’s a fucking piece of onion!). It was just somewhere on the counter haha. But I did take a picture. I sent it to him this morning and told him I named it Bunion. He sent me the laugh-cry and heart-eyed emoticons.
It felt weird to do it as that’s something only couples would do.
Alex hasn’t been the funnest or in an attractive state, and that makes us weak for sure.
Sam is super funny. I laugh so hard each time I see him. For the first time in my life, looks are totally not a concern here. He looks more attractive now than in the beginning for sure.
Ugh, just now I saw that Michelle is coming to the safari with us. I fear that it’s not going to be as fun a weekend as I hoped. He likely didn’t reject her when she went to his place, otherwise she wouldn’t still want to come to the safari.
I’m glad that Pia told me though. I don’t want to be a fool and still flirting with him. I will just be awesome and attractive.
I will try my best to not let that bother me. He is my lobster.
We are all independent and we can’t rely on people much. I can sort of count on Robert and Pia and Berta and Kent.
I like that Robert has a girlfriend. I’m not interested in him but I like him. Perhaps him and I can stick together as the only “taken” ones. We might be the only platonic and innocent ones here.
This is definitely an experience. I will never let Alex go to China on his own now haha.
At the same time, I will visualize Sam and I working out well, in a magical way. And an incredible weekend at the safari. And a great time in this chapter overall!
I know that he likes me. I’m quite certain that he would’ve tried if I were single. He notices and remembers little things about me. He is nicer and nicer to me.