Stressed about stocks

I have been so immensely stressed about my stocks (and mom’s) and I can’t shake that feeling!

At one point, all the stocks that John had advised me to buy, had made $1M CAD in total.

That was less than 3 weeks ago.

Now, they are down to maybe $200K.

And they might keep going down. Sigh.

I kick myself for not selling them at that point.

I even felt that they would come down.

I guess I was afraid to miss it going up even higher.

But seriously, $1M! I should’ve taken the profit.

I’ve been trying to so hard to not feel stressed and sad about this, but sometimes my whole body goes numb all over again.

I feel immense loss for the loss of profit.

I know I need to look forward instead of backward.

Fucking second wave. I hate it!

How I wish it’d all come back.

I was so greedy, hoping for $2M.

When the going is good, I expect great.

I should know that I’m blessed already.

I’m here in Victoria. Guan Yin scripture beside me.

She was there for me when I first started making money with the rings. I always feel so appreciative and watched after when I’m in the scripture’s presence.

This helped some.

I have faith that everything will be great!!!