I was in the shower and suddenly cried about John not being the one for me.
I guess deep down I really wish he was.
He is an ISTJ. Basically the opposite of what I want.
What I really want is an ENFJ I think. Like a more responsible ENFP.
I want a best friend who loves me, adores me, cheers me on, makes me laugh, laughs at my jokes, respects me so much, admires me, stimulates my thinking, gets stimulated by my ideas, is there for me, protects me and takes care of me in a thoughtful loving way, is willing to sacrifice for me, is generous with me, is super fun to be with, is super easy to be with, is interested in me.
We also have frequent and passionate sex, lasting for hours each time. He has a great stamina. He is super sexy. He desires and enjoys my body so much and I desire and enjoy his just as much. He is loving and sweet in bed.
He is loyal, ambitious, successful, good natured, good integrity, healthy outlook of life, great communicator, healthy attachment style, growth mindset.
We can have deep conversations.
Doesn’t want kids.
At least 5’8″. Good body proportions.
Has a youthful appearance, 38 to 45 years old
Has a great face shape like John or Keanu or Chanin.
Is fit and lean muscular.
Smiles and laughs.
Has that good sexual energy towards me. Me only.
Open to try new activities, enjoys (spontaneous) travels.
Knows how to enjoy life, make meaningful connections.
Has good friends.