Deep down still sad about Sid. We haven’t even started and already my mood is negatively impacted… Sigh.
I know that by not connecting with me, he is not the one. At least not now.
I know that the chance of a 20 something yo being mature enough for me is next to 0.
I know that there are other funny handsome people in the world.
I know that the best is yet to come.
I’ll work on my funny. I’ll become prettier too.
I checked out face lift. Holy shit. There are some amazing before and after!!
I want it. Not just to anti age, but also to look better. To have fox eyes, shortened philtrum, no nasolabial fold, and just look 15 years younger. It’s possible!
Now I understand how celebs look amazing!
I also feel hopeful about being youthful! There are good surgery options, and there will be many more better options to come!
Mom had a dream about three squashes not getting harvested… She woke up and went to the backyard… And found three big squashes that both of us missed!
Made a squash video with music she picked. Also made a bday video for her. New obsession.
I think Mom and I both have the tendency to obsess over something for a while. For example, eating blueberries like they are the staples of her diet, filling a whole fridge with them. Eating a ton of scallops with roe, another obsession.
Me, spikeball, Mister ice cream, view of the bc place.
Speedy has been down. Very upsetting.
It’s been 6 weeks of challenges. Bryce quit. Interviewee got Nicole sick. Then Alyssa sick. Then Bena sick. Then computer got virus. And now, Speedy has issues.