Patrick

I’ve been thinking more intensely about Patrick this past week or two. I don’t know why.

I keep saying, “I love you”.

I don’t always think about him, but these days I do. I’ve had other guys in my life lately but they don’t cross my mind at all. I don’t think about Matt, Matthew, Brodie, Ryan, or anyone. Sometimes I do think about Josh still though.

I wish I could meet someone who makes me the best version of me, and vice versa. He doesn’t have to be Patrick.

Part of me feels that Patrick still needs time and experience before we can be together, but part of me doesn’t care at all if we do end up together. He can be a handful / mind-full I’m sure.

I want to be with someone who loves me and me only. Who is funny, adventurous, sincere, wise, and kind. Who has a sense of wonder. Who is one of a kind. Who is always improving himself. Who loves life. Who is attentive of me.

I want to meet people like that. I want to be with someone like that. Because when you are with someone, I believe, together you become a bigger and better entity. So, with the right person. 1 + 1 is > 2.