Funny how, I think about Matthew a lot more after he was really going to act on meeting up and having sex with me, even though, he made it clear that he was “single” for just a month while his married gf is away.
Funny how, he messaged me today like I’ve been hoping for. But I cried. I was sad over loneliness. He wrote something like he wish teleportation was invented. I said I couldn’t be able to hold back if he was here. He said he absolutely couldn’t either.
It got all steamy for a sec. But then, it comes down to he is not single and I won’t share.
It got into almost a debate. It’s sad. Yes, I know most people cheat. But part of me wished that he was more sincere than that, and the whole world is more sincere than that.
It’s ok. There are more people than him. I gotta have standards. I gotta get out there and meet more quality people.