I’m still bruised from making out with Jackson, but am almost healed.
Now the questions are, Will I get to have sex with Matthew before I go to Asia? And, why hasn’t Jackson texted me?
Not that I really want to have sex with Jackson, tbh. We are on different frequencies. I wouldn’t want to be bruised each time. It’ll make it impossible to have another fuck buddy.
Matthew….well, he is super fun. The funnest person right now. To talk to, to have sex with. But, I just don’t feel that I can count on us having sex this weekend. If we don’t, I get my period, and no sex before I leave for Asia.
Sigh. With these things, you just can’t force it. I’m too busy, too stressed, and more at peace now, to be throwing a temper tantrum over him not making an effort to have sex with me every weekend.
I have not met a guy that likes who I am, and will cater to my needs to the extend that I want and need.
Mentioned Patrick last night when I was over at Anna and Wilson’s for dinner. Anna said that Danielle (?) said he was a douche bag, because Tanisha’s name came up.
So Tanisha probably did find out that he is a cheater. Which means, most likely he was still cheating later on in Toronto.
I don’t know the details, nor do I care to find out.
The truth is, Patrick really was a douche bag, and will never change. Matthew too.
Yet they are so fun. Other guys are just boring in comparison.
I’d love to meet a good, fun, sincere guy. A guy that is my #1 fan, is good to me and good for me. And vice versa.