Derrick is Jamie’s friend who is really good at volleyball. But more importantly, he is really sweet of a guy.
He is so encouraging. He is always high-fiving everyone. Even when you’ve made a mistake, he’d dash across the court to high-five you. When he was playing with us, I felt instantly better.
He is maybe 5’4″. Incredible that at that height, he can spike, and he can spike like no one else. He is so cool when he plays. He is more “creative” and stylish than Brodie! And I think he might be a little bit better than Brodie.
I never thought I’d be interested in him. But he is so different from most people, in a very positive, cool, sweet, attractive way.
Today, I almost felt a little drawn to him! He was so nice to me. He was so cute when he snuck up to my other side to give me a low-five. At the end of the game, we lost the championship game (won the first one, lost the last two), and he said, just remember Tanya’s last slam that helped us win the first game. And he was jokingly fanning himself. Haha. So cute.
I actually was the reason why we won the first game, but also the reason why we lost the second game. Third game, I wasn’t as involved.
Anyway, I think the fact that Derrick was sort of flirting with me was the reason why I became more attracted. I checked out what he really looked like for the first time. I guess him being a short Asian made me never check him out. I checked out his features. Hmmm…..I guess he wasn’t good looking. But still, cute and adorable in a way. Like, ugly cute.
But, I almost think I can date him for a couple weeks. I’d feel that it can’t be long-term. I just want to enjoy him for a bit.
But I’d feel that maybe he’d be so sweet and so perfect, it’d be impossible to leave him.
I wonder what kind of work he does. Can’t even guess. I don’t know anyone like him.
If he asks me out on a date, I’d go. But, I wouldn’t go forth to email Jamie to find out Derrick’s contact.
With Jackson, he was so ripped, hit on me so hard, and I had heard good things about him – smart, nice, innocent, shy around most ppl, outgoing around Ty. Who would’ve thought he’d turn out to be such an awkward, sexual, and anal-loving guy.
Anal is just not an attractive concept.
I do miss his passion though. And I wonder why he hasn’t texted me. I don’t particularly want to have sex with him, because I’m still so bruised from the make out session, I’m afraid he’d break me if we had sex.
I just really really REALLY hope to have amazing sexy sex with Matthew before I go to Asia. He didn’t msg me tonight. Sigh. If we don’t do it tomorrow (Friday), we might not ever…I’d have my period, and then I’ll be gone for over a month.
I’m not gonna contact him though. I’m not that desperate. I’d find new boys to make out with before I go to contact him. I’d date Derrick and make out with Derrick before I contact him.
Hopefully he appreciates me enough to contact me tomorrow (Friday).