I’ve decided to add two new hobbies to my life: volleyball and alopecia videos.
This year seems to be all about doing things I don’t really want to do but have to do (but not really). Going to China. Going to Vegas. Going to Barcelona. I hope Barcelona turns out to be a good trip.
I mean, there are things that I end up loving to do and getting to do. Matthew.
Matthew has two main hobbies: piano and rock climbing. I’m inspired to have the same.
Marjorie Hillis, a Vogue editor from 1930s, wrote a book about girls living alone. How it should be enjoyed. She wrote about the importance of having hobbies: 1 outdoor and 1 indoor.
Mark Zuckerberg sets goals. Currently he is running 365 miles for the year, and writing an AI program for his home controls.
I’m inspired by all these people. Sometimes I feel like a puppet really. I came across Marjorie and Mark in one day. I feel like the Universe is urging me to take on these hobbies.
I went on these trips, and felt like I was puppeted into them too. Like, I have no choice but to let them happen.
I still wish that one day Patrick will feel remorse. Sigh. But I feel that there’s a bigger picture here, that I don’t yet see. Perhaps this bad experience was supposed to trigger my desire to find a boyfriend, or to cause me to more readily take Matthew back, or so that I would be more prepared to let him go, or so that I would be less easily hurt in the future…who knows.
Maybe it has no meaning. Just like all the times that I got lost due to my lack of sense of direction. I sometimes felt that the detour was for a reason, but it never was.
Anyway, I now feel compelled to take on / continue these two hobbies. There’s a bit of reluctance, because volleyball is unfun sometimes, and doing videos is a lot of work.
But I need to find a way around them. Some discipline will lead to something good. I believe that.
I will find a way to avoid the unfun parts of volleyball. Such as not signing up for a full course again. Get better via drills. Practice with Brodie more. Find new friends to practice with.
For alopecia videos, I think I can get into it. I’ll get to practice talking, NLP, and being charismatic. I’ll get to help people. I’ll get to grow a fan base. I’ll get more respect. I’ll have more influence. It’s positive outlook for myself too. There are so many good things about it.
I know I’m feeling lazy way too often. I know that I feel that there is more to do then there is time, as is. I can hardly find time to grow my biz.
But I’ll learn to budget time. I’ll learn to have more discipline. I’ll grow my biz.
Remember, all these things are good for getting better lay! Hahaha
More volleyball – more fit, more friends, more respect!
More alopecia videos – more happiness, more kindness, more connections/exposure/reach, more respect!
More discipline – more productivity, more biz growth, more money, more free time!