I’m so infatuated with Matthew right now. Especially yesterday. I was in an orgasmic Matthew soup of bliss. I kept lying down and reminiscing our time the night before, giggling.
Today I’m not as bad. Work is super stressful right now.
But I still think about him. I think about his insecurities. It really makes me more interested in him, knowing that he has these insecurities. I’m not sure why.
I wish we can match up on different levels. I think that’s what good relationships are about. Both people think highly of each other and love each other rather equally.
It takes someone who loves to reciprocate to match up to me I guess.