Aw…Matthew has been keeping in touch while I’m in Europe. That really made my days.
He doesn’t like my FB posts anymore, which makes me a bit sad, but he messages me more often these days.
I wonder if it’s because his gf complained. He was liking every post of mine.
Today, he sent me some baby bunny pics. Turned out he is at Steveston’s Festival for Canada Day. That sounds like a thing one would do with his gf. Sigh.
He sent me a pic of him, which was nice.
I need to remember that I’m seen as a friend though. Like 90% friend and 10% fuckbuddy. Whereas I see him as 90% boyfriend-almost and 10% friend.
Ugh, I wish I could find someone good soon, and no longer need to feel that I need to be cautious about falling for him or crossing the line.