Fin came over to pick up his headphone yesterday morning.
He was wearing a big blue sweat shirt. Something that Bret from FOTC would wear lol. (He said Jemaine lived very close to him! He sees him with his kids all the time. That’s cool.)
He stepped in, wasn’t sure if I was going to “handle” him I guess. But that awkwardness soon faded as we started kissing passionately at the door way.
I asked if he wanted to come in for a bit. And that led to a passionate quickie. It was really good….he just showered in the morning so there’s no BO issue. Also his body seemed a bit nicer than I remembered, since he hadn’t eaten yet. I think I saw ab lines.
We knew each other’s body more this time, and sex felt really good.
I also liked that he totally didn’t mind me taking the wig off.
Finished off in my favourite position, which was a new position for him as of last night, and he loved it.
Probably should’ve saved it for later, because it felt so good he quickly came.
After shower, we got dressed and talked as I sat on him in bed. He talked about how his friends don’t want these two friends to get married. They just don’t believe that the marriage will last. Plus they hate how their friend acts differently with his fiance. That’s too bad. I told him that I think they should still get married, even if it ends in divorce. Bonus is that if it crashed and burned, they will get their friend back lol.
We chatted for quite a while…we both wanted more sex, but he had to go to the bride’s family bbq, and I had to go to Point Roberts.
We kissed lots. He looks at me in the eye in such a mischievous way. It’s really hot.
I was hooked this time. I thought about him all the way to Point Roberts and all the way back. I was super horny and couldn’t think of anything else.
Got home, I threw myself on the bed and masturbated. When I woke up again, I whatsapp’d him to tell him that I didn’t get enough of him.
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Went to my date with Andrew. He didn’t message me at all today. I was starting to feel nothing for him.
It was really not a good date.
Fist, I arrived on time, he didn’t. Only 5 minutes late, but it felt bad.
Second, he made reservation for 7:30. I got there at 7.
Third, he was ugly and boring and thick. I hated his frozen smile. So uncomfortable, so unnatural. He’d squint just one eye when he reacted to what I said. Kinda like an owl. He was not slender.
I kinda guessed his polite demeanour. It was annoying.
Then again, if he was hot, probably everything would be forgiven. Just like Fin said (quoting the funny sexual harassment video), “Be handsome, be attractive, and don’t be unattractive”.
He kinda reminded me of Anthony. At times I feel that Anthony is such a great catch, such a nice guy. But now I realize how hard it’d be to actually want to get intimate with him.
Oh, and I’ve been to Les Faux Borgeois. With Mitch and Mom! I hate the atmosphere there. So loud and dingy. The food was good though. I had a bison steak, and we split the escargot. We split the bill because I didn’t want to see him again.
At the bathroom, I checked my whatsapp. Fin still hadn’t seen my message. I wrote to him again, telling him that my date wasn’t my type, and that I wanted to see him.
After getting home, Andrew texted to ask if we’ll see each other again. I said he was sweet but there was no chemistry.
Late at night, talking to Mom. She was excited about Fin. She gets carried away. She has been watching that Chinese matchmaking TV show.
She wanted to see pictures of Fin. Said he was handsome, and said I can stay in Vancouver for another week, since Daisy and Alan will be in Victoria on the 19th, and I can see them then.
But last night, Fin ended up staying at Pitt Meadows. He wanted to come over but couldn’t get a ride. Everyone slept there. I hope we get to meet up soon.
I like that he is super horny. I think he’ll make more effort to meet up than Josh.
I’m not as up tight now though. No more requesting a guy to come over every other night, after what I have experienced with Josh, Patrick, and Matthew.
I don’t like minimizing my expectations for this world, but it seems like people are just not as sincere these days. Even Tony Robins has to deal with the world by not expecting.
Still, pretty excited about finding Fin. He is cute.
Thank you for adding him to my life. Takes some pain away for sure! 🙂