Month: May 2016

Can’t believe Jason got married! Happy for him.

The wedding was pleasant. It was to start at 6pm. I arrived at 6:20pm. It was to really start at 6:30pm.

Damien was one of the best men. Cute! The groomsmen and bridesmaids walked out singly. It was funny to see Jason walked out awkwardly by himself. I couldn’t stop laughing.

Ji came out. It was the first time I saw her! She was pretty. Her smile was not blossomy and her skin was not very good, but still, quite pretty.

The ceremony was pretty brief. Outdoor, gorgeous weather.

I saw Peter as I walked in. With his wife Joanna. Then I saw Trina and Mike (and Javen who I just met). It was good to see familiar-ish faces. Then I saw Gill, Harry, and Harry’s wife, Thu!

I mostly chatted with Gill and Damian.

Gill is at Git Hub now. Good for her! Damian at Google still. Jason quit and moved to GoFundMe. Harry has a 1.5 yo daughter. They recently moved back to Vancouver. Peter was not thrilled about his 2 daughters moving back from University over the summer. Kids seem like a lot of pain. But then again, no pain no gain. Relationships are a lot of pain also.

Funny how, friends I had met in the past are more special than I expected. I felt like I didn’t know or want to know many of them, but, turned out they are all I get. I should probably hang out with them more.

I do want more quality friends though…

 

 

 

5 weeks in Taiwan/China means it’s been about 6 weeks since I saw Matthew. I needed to see him so bad. I felt like this has been a hard trip, and I needed his TLC.

I arranged to see him even before I came back. We saw each other yesterday, and again, he was amazing. We enjoyed each other so much.

I’m uncertain about this sexlationship….feels like I can lose it any time. But then again, it comes with the freedom.

I didn’t want to assume any thing… that there will be a next time, that we’ll still enjoy each other, that he’d even show up the day he said he would.

He came at 10pm. I went downstairs with a tight white top and a black mini skirt. He loved my skirt. Apparently he only remembers my bottoms. This was only the 3rd time we saw each other. He remembered the white shorts from the first time but not the salmon pink sweater I wore. And the second time, I wore a denim onesie, and he only remembered it as tight jeans lol. (It’s cute that he tried to recall what I wore each time, and had noticed that I like dressing up.)

I was so nervous and excited and all cute when I saw him. I skipped to him and jumped onto him. A car pulled out from the garage and I quickly got down so I don’t moon the driver. I can tell he thought I was really cute.

We kissed so hard because we missed each other so much.

When we came up here, for a moment, he just hugged me tight. It felt nice. It felt like we needed each other.

Throughout the night, he said quite a few times that it’s been too long. He said that he’s just been drinking with friends on Friday nights and feeling tired the next day. With me he felt good the next day.

I didn’t expect him to not find someone else to fill in my spot while I was away… It’s nice to know that it seems to be the case. Well, he’s been busy working.

I made it pretty clear that I didn’t sleep with other guys on this trip. Not that he seemed to care, but I will maintain that image that I’m sexy but not a slut.

He pleased me like usual…ear-nibbling. But I must admit, it didn’t have the same effect as before.. I was surprised….and a little disappointed. Can this magic trigger have vanished already?? I asked him to bite my neck, which was more effective in turning me on this time.

Maybe I was too preoccupied with my wig…it wasn’t staying on as well as before. Or maybe it’s the jet lag.

But I remember how Patrick stopped having the same effect on me when he visited last year.

Maybe it was from not having seen each other a while? Maybe because I wasn’t in the mood (was having my period / jet lagged). Or maybe that’s just how I am.

Still, there’s no one else I’d rather sleep with. He is so damn sexy and flirty. I think he is more muscular since last I saw him. His 11 lines turned me on so bad. I’m finding his ass super cute too. I think it’s his ass obsession rubbing off on me.

His ass is very much a bubble butt. But a tiny one, so it’s super cute. Patrick has a tiny ass too, and it’s shaped in a masculine, even sexier way. No doubt Patrick’s body is bar-none…. but Matthew’s is ridiculously sexy too.

His penis hurt me a little this time. But I’m ok today. Just my neck hurt a bit from all the biting. Kinda a turn on. It didn’t leave any very noticeable hickeys, which is good. I want to see Ashley this coming week lol!

When he was ready to come, he came in like, 1 second, literally. Interesting how he is.

We browsed my panda videos, chatted about referral marketing. He’s had a busy day today with 4 meetings. He was mentally drained. But he still performed in bed.

I was jet lagged….but was fine during his visit.

For round two, we had plan on having oil sex, but he wasn’t sure if he can do it. He said he was old (and tired).

So we made out first. He saw my ass, and he was hard again. “I’m so simple!” he said. Hahaha.

We put down the table cloth, then the sheets. I warmed up some coconut oil. We put it on each other, which was kinda hot. The coconut oil was thick though. Thicker than mineral oil. And more noisy. I liked mineral oil more (but it clogs pores apparently). Still it was fun. He was hard.

He asked if I wanted him to face me when he came. I think we both preferred it. He kept saying to not look at him when he came. I said, “Look at me,” and made the gnarling face that he made last time hahaha.

He was thrilled about the face masks I gifted him. Rose vs. Peptide. I’m glad I chose the more up to date one for him, because he was definitely studying the ingredients.

The only thing I didn’t like about the night was that he mentioned “his half” which I think meant his gf. I think they were cooking up the sample for their Taiga brand. In his kitchen.

I wish I could start a thriving business with my boyfriend. But then, if that boyfriend was to cheat on me…I’d rather not.

I walked him to his car to get the parking pass. He thanked me like he did last time. He kissed the top of my head a couple times, which was cute. We also kissed quite a bit…I love kissing him.

Part of me feels that it’s not the same as before. I wonder if he felt it too. We are getting used to each other, fast. How long will this last? At the same time, I still love having sex with him…so I hope it lasts.

 

 

May 1^st! Day 1 of Canton Fair Phase 3. The crowd is noticeably smaller than Phase 2.

I’m pretty seasoned now. I walked through quickly first.

I found a few good bag supplier. Too many to choose from actually.

But period panties, not so much.

Ben A recently reached his $1MM milestone. I’m so jealous. I wish I could be there already.

Knot Theory is doing very so so on Amazon right now. $31K the past month. But seeing so many products I can sell, I should be able to do $1MM soon.

If I have 3 products that do $35K per month, then that’s $100K per month, which is $1MM per year.

I found McDonalds during lunch time. I was so thrilled! I decided I was going to get a burger, and not care about being paleo. I miss having something like that….fried chicken.

The chicken was good, but the burger was pretty lame. There was hardly any lettuce. Coke was not my thing anymore. And the fries were bland. The strawberry pie tasted alright, but so not healthy. $59RMB. Expensive for what you get.

A somewhat cute guy sat at the table beside me. But he spoke Spanish and was with all his colleague.

I think he was mildly interested. I was too tired to do anything. I wouldn’t know what to do anyway. I think I must’ve looked really uninteresting too. I was just sitting there, not really enjoying my crappy food.

An old, ugly Italian came to chat with me. He is an architect. He was showing me the houses he designed. It was impressive. But he was too aggressive in trying to meet me. It was creepy.

Maybe he was a really nice guy…but still….a bit too much. He told me about him helping a lady who lost her passport and wallet, years ago at the Canton Fair. He let her stay with him for 3 days! That was nice of him.

I left sort of in a hurry in order to avoid him. I forgot my invisalign. I was so mad! I had endured pain to get on that invisalign (because I thought I lost the set before it). Now I have to go back to that set…sigh.

I was so upset. And the meal made me feel even worse. After walking for a bit, I sat down to take some notes and just to rest. My backpack was in the way of me leaning against the chair, so I took it off. It crossed my mind that I might forget it, but then I never did, so I took it off still.

Fast forward maybe half an hour later….I was walking down an isle. I suddenly remembered that I didn’t have my backpack!!!! I freaked. I didn’t even quite remember where I sat! I just remembered seeing some furry clothing! Which section was that???? I ran around. I looked at my map. I could hardly think. I thought about the girl that the Italian guy had helped. Oh fuck. I did the same! My passport was in there!

I ran around aimlessly. I was lost. I looked at my map and thought, maybe section 6.1. That’s underwear section, but mixed with other stuff. I think I was there. I had gone through section 8.0 and 8.1 by then. God knows if my stuff was still there!

I felt a sense of calm and excitement, feeling that I will be alright, feeling that it’ll be a story to tell….but part of me was trying to tell myself that this aina’t no joke! What if I really lost my bag!!! And my passport! Both of my passports! And my Taibao ID! At least I had my phone with me, and there were photos of my Ids on there.

I ran into section 6.1, and to my extreme relief, my bag was right there by a chair! A Norwegian man was sitting beside it. I think it helped that he was sitting there. I was secretively appreciative. He was really nice. We chatted for a bit while I calmed down. He was accompanying his daughter to do some fashion purchasing for the course she is taking. Lucky girl.

Funny how I was feeling so shitty about losing my invisalign, and two things happened:

1. I was letting this smaller thing overtake me, which possibly caused me to let a bigger thing happen (forgetting my bag)
2. When I found my bag, I was no longer as bothered by my lack of invisalign. Put things into perspective!