5 weeks in Taiwan/China means it’s been about 6 weeks since I saw Matthew. I needed to see him so bad. I felt like this has been a hard trip, and I needed his TLC.
I arranged to see him even before I came back. We saw each other yesterday, and again, he was amazing. We enjoyed each other so much.
I’m uncertain about this sexlationship….feels like I can lose it any time. But then again, it comes with the freedom.
I didn’t want to assume any thing… that there will be a next time, that we’ll still enjoy each other, that he’d even show up the day he said he would.
He came at 10pm. I went downstairs with a tight white top and a black mini skirt. He loved my skirt. Apparently he only remembers my bottoms. This was only the 3rd time we saw each other. He remembered the white shorts from the first time but not the salmon pink sweater I wore. And the second time, I wore a denim onesie, and he only remembered it as tight jeans lol. (It’s cute that he tried to recall what I wore each time, and had noticed that I like dressing up.)
I was so nervous and excited and all cute when I saw him. I skipped to him and jumped onto him. A car pulled out from the garage and I quickly got down so I don’t moon the driver. I can tell he thought I was really cute.
We kissed so hard because we missed each other so much.
When we came up here, for a moment, he just hugged me tight. It felt nice. It felt like we needed each other.
Throughout the night, he said quite a few times that it’s been too long. He said that he’s just been drinking with friends on Friday nights and feeling tired the next day. With me he felt good the next day.
I didn’t expect him to not find someone else to fill in my spot while I was away… It’s nice to know that it seems to be the case. Well, he’s been busy working.
I made it pretty clear that I didn’t sleep with other guys on this trip. Not that he seemed to care, but I will maintain that image that I’m sexy but not a slut.
He pleased me like usual…ear-nibbling. But I must admit, it didn’t have the same effect as before.. I was surprised….and a little disappointed. Can this magic trigger have vanished already?? I asked him to bite my neck, which was more effective in turning me on this time.
Maybe I was too preoccupied with my wig…it wasn’t staying on as well as before. Or maybe it’s the jet lag.
But I remember how Patrick stopped having the same effect on me when he visited last year.
Maybe it was from not having seen each other a while? Maybe because I wasn’t in the mood (was having my period / jet lagged). Or maybe that’s just how I am.
Still, there’s no one else I’d rather sleep with. He is so damn sexy and flirty. I think he is more muscular since last I saw him. His 11 lines turned me on so bad. I’m finding his ass super cute too. I think it’s his ass obsession rubbing off on me.
His ass is very much a bubble butt. But a tiny one, so it’s super cute. Patrick has a tiny ass too, and it’s shaped in a masculine, even sexier way. No doubt Patrick’s body is bar-none…. but Matthew’s is ridiculously sexy too.
His penis hurt me a little this time. But I’m ok today. Just my neck hurt a bit from all the biting. Kinda a turn on. It didn’t leave any very noticeable hickeys, which is good. I want to see Ashley this coming week lol!
When he was ready to come, he came in like, 1 second, literally. Interesting how he is.
We browsed my panda videos, chatted about referral marketing. He’s had a busy day today with 4 meetings. He was mentally drained. But he still performed in bed.
I was jet lagged….but was fine during his visit.
For round two, we had plan on having oil sex, but he wasn’t sure if he can do it. He said he was old (and tired).
So we made out first. He saw my ass, and he was hard again. “I’m so simple!” he said. Hahaha.
We put down the table cloth, then the sheets. I warmed up some coconut oil. We put it on each other, which was kinda hot. The coconut oil was thick though. Thicker than mineral oil. And more noisy. I liked mineral oil more (but it clogs pores apparently). Still it was fun. He was hard.
He asked if I wanted him to face me when he came. I think we both preferred it. He kept saying to not look at him when he came. I said, “Look at me,” and made the gnarling face that he made last time hahaha.
He was thrilled about the face masks I gifted him. Rose vs. Peptide. I’m glad I chose the more up to date one for him, because he was definitely studying the ingredients.
The only thing I didn’t like about the night was that he mentioned “his half” which I think meant his gf. I think they were cooking up the sample for their Taiga brand. In his kitchen.
I wish I could start a thriving business with my boyfriend. But then, if that boyfriend was to cheat on me…I’d rather not.
I walked him to his car to get the parking pass. He thanked me like he did last time. He kissed the top of my head a couple times, which was cute. We also kissed quite a bit…I love kissing him.
Part of me feels that it’s not the same as before. I wonder if he felt it too. We are getting used to each other, fast. How long will this last? At the same time, I still love having sex with him…so I hope it lasts.