Went on a second date with Joel. I’ve never met anyone with so many similar interests as me! Yet, I know we won’t work out. I let him know that after spending all day with him in Deep Cove. We went on a short hike, then just lied on the grass for hours.
Why can’t it work between us? Because his sense of humour doesn’t quite match mine, and, while I got used to how he looks a bit more the second time, I still found his looks a bit “unlikeable” as Mom put it.
In some ways he is really cute…arranging our “adventure” for the day, giving me three options! He was patient. I was an hour late! He speaks Mandarin, and has lived in Taiwan for 2.5 years. He vagabonded. He started business. He likes to cook. He is smart. He likes sci-fi. He is a devoted partner. He is snipped (no kids). He really should be perfect for me.
But I miss Jeffrey so much. He is a ray of sunshine. That, Joel is not. Joel doesn’t have that sunshine quality. That bright smile. That goofy, fun, playful soul.
Today has been a day of missing. I missed Joel. I missed Jeffrey. I missed Jeff. I missed Matthew.
I recently met a guy named Josh. An blonde, long-haired entrepreneur. Not bad looking. Also has a moustache like Joel does though.
Some people say that when you start to meet people close to your soulmate, that means your soulmate is coming soon.
Josh, together with Joel, and Jeffrey, and Jeff….and Matthew….they are all very different yet have major likeness to what I want in my soul mate.
Is my soulmate near? I hope so 🙂
I’ve been horny all day. Orgasms are good again!