I went to check out Steve’s EMS fitness studio yesterday!
It was very cool. So far I’ve been so impressed with this guy. And he is the sole owner! He did all this all by himself.
We were very polite. Not flirting really.
The buzzing from the EMS outfit made me laugh though. I felt like I was wearing a vibrator.
After the session, we talked for an hour before I realized it was already noon and had been parked one hour overdue.
Steve and I seem to get along really well. He is not especially funny so far, but we have fun.
I didn’t get an especially flirty vibe from him that day. I put a lot of time that morning into shaving my head, and putting on my make up. I showed up and he was shocked to see me in a mohawk…not in a bad way…in a neutral way I guess. But he didn’t make a comment about it. After I got home I thanked him for the session and said I’d take him out to dinner or lunch. He said he loved my energy and liked my smile. I guess Alex never wanted to compliment me on anything other than my smile. It’s the guys’ way of being more deep perhaps. Hahah.
I was pretty sore today from the EMS I think. I told him that. He said something not very funny in response. I said it could also be that I was using the super strong massager, and that thing was like a meat tenderizer. He asked “Don’t you need an operator for that?” I was…confused. Was he flirting with me? I said, “Maybe! It’s basically heavy-duty machinery.” That was super flirty of me.
He didn’t reply for the whole afternoon! I was starting to get anxious. It’s very weird. He usually replied right away. I second-guessed his flirting. Maybe he wasn’t flirting? Maybe I flirted too hard? Maybe he is on a date? Omg he could be seeing other people. Maybe he is not attracted to me and just wants to be friends?
At 9pm I started reading an article about How to not take things personally. Maybe this “be friends” thing isn’t gonna work. I’m taking this so personally.
Finally, I put my phone away and just lied there. I decided that, maybe he just had a busy day.
Just about then, he replied, “As a heavy duty mechanic by trade, I feel I’m qualified.”
WHEW. He WAS flirting! And he IS interested! Omg my insecurity.
He asked how my work is going, and he said he had a couple amazing meetings today and he can’t wait to tell me about them when we see each other again.
And then he told me that he checked out my alopecia video and thought I was awesome.
WHAAAT.
And then he said he told his mom to check it out too, and she was intrigued.
WHAAAAT!!!
He said I was special and he was glad that we met.
I wanted to cry. This guy is something else. Though so far Jeffry, Sam, and maybe Alex have all said I was special.
To think half hour ago I was in a state of pain, wondering if he liked me at all…and now learning that he likes me a lot.
I still think we shouldn’t be together, and I still don’t want to be together, because he is not funny and playful enough for me. And because he is tied to Victoria. And he kinda wants kids. These are all deal breakers.
But I would really like to spend time with him while I’m here in Victoria. I do really like him. And I want to make out with him so bad. His muscles turn me on so much. His arms. His just-the-right-size hips. His perfect height. I want to have great sex with him.