July 20, Johnny Bunny’s bday.
Boy, I’ve tried so hard to give him someone good. Hypnotist, psychic, etc. He is not interested in these.
We ended up going to Stem, Japanese eatery, for their omakase. It was quite nice!
But he is as usual quiet and hard to talk to. It was painful.
There were occasional fun moments, when we asked each other “would you rather” questions. He came up with some good ones. But overall, he was too quiet for me to hear. He was not responsive.
Every time we eat together, I want to break up immediately.
Sigh.
We came back to my place and had sex. The drive was hard for him because the lights were too bright.
Sex was fine. He came too fast so I had to finish myself off. Twice. Sigh.
I really really want to break up with him. I can’t take it anymore.
He is in such a dire state, I don’t want to leave him high and dry…. he will need some major mindset shifts though.