Well, so, Alex came over today.
I asked to hire him for 1 hour, to ask him questions.
I paid him $300 via e-transfer. I don’t know if he saw it.
I wanted to keep it professional, and I didn’t want him to have a chance to not get the pay. But what I got instead was no business advise.
He had partied until 6am the night before, going to 3 raves with Eddie. One was an old Vietnamese people club haha. And all of them were high and full of energy!
He was over an hour late, arriving at 4:20. He said he waited 25 minutes for the parking spot.
I wasn’t thrilled about that. I was working, so it wasn’t so bad. But, I was thinking, I’m no longer horny, and I don’t want to be involved with someone who is so flakey.
But I met up with him in the lobby. We were both wearing masks. He hugged me in a way that’s like, a feeling of relief.
Right away as he arrived he wanted to order food. I wanted to get down to business!
We sat down on the sofa, and he just lied down on my belly. Suddenly we were close again, like the mushroom night a week prior.
We talked about VR. We watched some youtube videos together on VR, Mario theme park, and we laughed and got amazed at things together. It was all so natural. And we were able to share info on VR. It was fun. It’s how boyfriend/girlfriend would be, I think. It’s how I wish Bunny and I were. Three years…we were never quite this close.
He rubbed my thigh as we sat shoulder to shoulder and talked more. He actually is really cute, cuter than I remembered! His hair – he put effort in and it looked nice. He smelled alright too!
Our pho’s arrived. It was quite yummy. He was pretty sweet, cleaning up spillage, helping set things up.
After dinner, we cuddled for a bit on the sofa. We kissed. It was nice, but I didn’t have butterflies. I think the guilt was at play.
Actually I was so nervous about today, I didn’t sleep as much last night. I talked to Bunny and I thought, this could be the last time I was faithful to him.
Today, he called just before Alex got here. I felt it was a sign from above to tell me to not stray.
When Alex was over an hour late, I thought, that’s such a turn off, for sure I’m not gonna sleep with him.
But then when he was here, and he just touched me like it’s so normal. He tried to warm my feet. We cuddled. We talked about that’s what we miss in relationships.
We kissed for a bit, and moved to the bedroom. He wanted to have sex…I said I needed more time. I meant, ’til next time.
We made out. I didn’t moan much. I was under pressure. I told him I’ve never cheated before.
But we ended up naked. We made out. Eventually, we had sex.
He is actually a good size, and he fit me perfectly. I started moaning when he put it in. His dick curved to the left a bit. So when I was on my right side, it felt extra good.
We had some good moments. I was near orgasm and it felt really nice. I wish I wasn’t wearing a wig though!
He was so tiny. I think he’s 5’7′. But he has a toned body and a really cute face. His tattoos weren’t bad at all actually. His chest was bare. I was afraid that it would be covered in tatts. His ass was surprisingly dry/leathery. The rest of him was smooth and nice though.
We talked for hours in bed. We talked so much about so many things. He’s had a very interesting life, from working on a cruise ship, getting fired and dropped off in Alaska, to moving to Japan, taking over a bar, and selling shower heads on Amazon. Had a break dance crew. Etc etc.
It was pretty fun. I think it could be funner if I would let go a bit. And not having to wear a wig.
Bunny called twice during. I called as soon as Alex left. I told Bunny about Alex’s story. Didn’t feel guilty so much.
I think some of my needs were met today, and I’m grateful of it.