Arrived in Victoria today.
Been thinking about Brodie a lot. It’s getting harder and harder to consider him a platonic friend. I have to remind myself that his personality is not my type.
I just checked out some of this FB photos. He was in Thailand in 2013, and he was doing some Muay Thai fighting. It showed him looking really badass and…topless! Ok, it’s confirmed. His body is hotttt.
He obviously also took some of the photos himself in Thailand. I’ve never seen such depressing photos of such a happy place. Beautiful pics and great quality, but depressing. It’s as though those are photos of a deserted island with ancient civilization that was once prosperous.
Brodie is a great catch – amazing body, good face, smart, kind, talented in many areas, responsible, and is financially sound. I also like that he is very unassuming. Confident but not obnoxious. He’s got so many great qualities. But, he is not someone who can laugh hard, or make you laugh hard, or make you think. Tyler has those traits. Who else does? Hmmm….very few people. Matthew is not a deep thinker. Patrick…I don’t know. There were times when he was funny and we laughed so much…and he made me think. But, he is changing. And he is not in my life right now.
Right now just Brodie is in my life. I think about him more than I thought I would. It’s hot when the person is in their elements, doing their best. He is so amazing at volleyball…better than anyone on any court Thursdays. He is so good at teaching me too.
I think he can be my motivation for becoming fit and becoming good at volleyball. I want to be my best for him, so he can be proud of me and be attracted. I know that he already trains with his neighbour, someone who is not active (a girl though). I need to train with someone (maybe Vanessa).
First, I want to get familiar with crossfit. I’ll take the 6 session intro. This will teach me how to do weights.
Second, if I like it I’ll try out a drop in.
Third, chances are I won’t like crossfit, so I’ll train with Vanessa. Or, I think training with youtube celeb Jillian Michaels would be effective…but I’ll need to train alone, or with someone like Nicole who doesn’t already have a gym membership.