VA; Brodie

Started Maria, my first VA. I must say, her English is not good enough. I’m hesitant to continue with her. Also, she is not too bright.

I’m hoping to hire Keesha. Her English is much better. Her IQ score is 119, as opposed to Maria’s 93.

Played volleyball with Brodie today.

I was excited to see him. I had fun with him training me. We played foosball after and that was fun. On the way driving him back, I talked a lot and he had nothing interesting to say, which disappointed me. I was horny after. That’s pretty much the usual scenario.

Physically he is attractive to me now. I don’t notice his flaws anymore, such as his face shape, his nose, his buggy eyes.

But it does bother me that he is so unimaginative and unfunny. Then again, he did design a pretty wicked logo for his brand. I guess that requires imagination…maybe.

In any case, he is not that fun to talk to. But my body doesn’t know that. I get so friggin’ wet.

I keep imagining how I’d turn down his advances, because every guy does it eventually, from my experience.

At the same time, I think he may not ever do it. I’m both happy about that and a bit bewildered lol.

Right now I want to make out with Jackson the most. I definitely can’t make out with Brodie before the party on March 19th, because then if I see Jackson, there’s no way I can do anything with him. I’d not get to learn any volleyball anymore.

Who knows, maybe he has f buddies and/or crushes and that’s why he is able to not make a move on me.

I tend to not believe that he isn’t attracted to me. So far only one guy I’ve hung out with has never hit on me, and that was Nick. Oh and maybe Tyler too….but it’s complicated with Tyler.

I think that there’s a reason why I’m turned on. It’s because he is also attracted.

We talked today about moving to Yaletown. I want to buy a place in Victoria and rent it out, using the rent to pay for Yaletown rent. He wants to rent out his Surrey place, and do the same. I didn’t realized ’til today that we are doing the same.

Really, he is perfect for me. Except for the lack of sense of humour. Too bad.