This team sucks. I hate being treated like a second class citizen. People don’t pass to me, and they tell me where to stand. Even Brodie sucks. He never stands beside me anymore. He always stands between Jamie and Dan. I’m looking forward to this season ending. I wish I didn’t bring him in. It’s not fair to me. Maybe he didn’t do it on purpose, but he isn’t helping me have a better time.
Jamie’s second team seems better. People are so encouraging. Like Steve today. And Derrick last time. And they pass to me, giving me opportunities to play. I like them.
I’ll see about drop-ins. Maybe I’ll have more chance to play in a drop-in game.
I’m a long way away from being able to have fun in a game that Brodie is in.
I guess it kind of reminds me of learning English when I first came here. No one wanted to be friends with me.
But I did get some ok friends eventually. I went from having
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Brodie brought a girl friend to the game today. Wtf.
Adrianna. I actually met her in the bathroom, because I thought I was making her wait for the stall as I tried to figure out my onsie. She was friendly.
I have met her before, I realized later on, at Noveween. She is a big chubby…big boobs. She was wearing a boudoir outfit showing off her cleavage.
I remembered her because I went to talk to Brodie at the party and suddenly noticed that she was sitting beside him and not participating in the conversation. She was sitting really close to him and pointing her chest at him. I thought, Oh no, I’m cock-blocking Brodie! So I got up and left.
Later on Tina said she tried to intro them to each other, and they said they came together. Lol. I said it felt like they were gonna makeout and I was in the way. Tina said, Oh I don’t think Brodie does that. Hmm….really? Who knows.
I do think Adrianna is into Brodie. Dunno if the attraction is mutual. She came today and sat for the entire 1.5 hours watching him play. Wtf does that if not interested??? It’s not even like she brought a laptop. She just sat there and watched.
Also, she look the time to freshen up her make up in the bathroom.
I think that’s his neighbour that he mentioned. I think he trains with her too.
I’m not threatened because I don’t think he is that into her, but I think bringing her today was showing off a bit.
I’m curious if he’ll try to bring this up next time I see him. My mind was on him all day today and yesterday, it’s really surprising. He is not funny or interesting. It’s just that he has a nice body. And he is nice. And spending 2 days a week with him makes it pretty much impossible to not have feelings.
I even read up on his horoscope to understand how he might flirt. He is a cancer. Like Mike. Wow – I didn’t know what those people are like. I guess I’ve never interacted with a Cancer. They don’t make the first move. No wonder. He is the first guy I know who doesn’t make a move on me. Except for Nick Cumming, lol.
I sense that he is at least mildly attracted. When he saw me he made a point to hug me, like he really looked forward to it. I felt that I didn’t care that much if I hug him when I see him, but he seemed to really want to hug me. He always breaks into a big smile when he sees me.
I was thinking about telling him that I’m attracted to him but want to be friends only. But now I think I’ll hold it. I think I’ll tell him only if he makes a move.
My only concern is that if I flirt with someone else in front of him, he won’t treat me as nicely. I guess I’ll just try to not flirt in front of him.
It won’t really happen except at parties and possibly when I hang out with his friends…if he has cute friends.
If he flirts with someone in front of me, game over.
But I guess I shouldn’t be too sensitive about that. I want us to be friends anyway. I want to make out and make love with Jackson, Ashley, Matthew. Not him.