I decided that weekends are for taking some time off work and planning.
It was so beautiful out today! I played a bit of volleyball with Norm, then rushed back to 2 interviews…but neither of them happened! What! Not sure why….
Matthew posted to my timeline for the first time. A bunny video.
That was a cute surprise! I can’t wait to see him.
I wonder if this means he missed me? He posted a photo of a puppy malamute too, saying that’s all he found in Whistler. Said that she is a resident dog and he’ll get to watch her grow up because he is up there often. Is it trying to show off? To whom? Mom? My friends? Because I already know that he goes there…
But I guess I shouldn’t think much of it. Sigh. He is just a fuck buddy. So hard to accept, but logically he is best as a fuck buddy. I can’t trust him to be a good boyfriend even if he wants to be my boyfriend. I won’t even think about it…I don’t want to be disappointed.
Still, it turns me on that he is thinking about me.