I need to learn to budget time better.
I guess having sex with Fin the past week (3 times) took up a lot of time too.
I didn’t launch the Happy Birthday banner yet. Today, the weather was gorgeous, and there was a beach volleyball bbq party, but I stayed in and worked.
I mean, I was also too shy to go. Ricky wasn’t going, and I didn’t know anyone. I wasn’t bold enough to go solo.
So my only interaction with people today are talking on the phone with Norm and Mom.
Fin didn’t contact me today…which kinda made me sad. Suddenly I wonder if I should spend time thinking about him.
I guess I shouldn’t blame him. He just had a wedding, he puked here, and it’s Saturday. I want things to end well with him. I shouldn’t expect much at all. 3 times in a week is awesome already. That’s…9 times we did it! I think Matthew and I only did it…9 times in 5 months.
I started swiping on Tinder again. And got myself one, possibly two dates.
These guys are just so so though.
However, I did get matched up with a guy who looks so much like Josh! I can’t believe someone like that existed! He is 30 but he looks 18, lol. He is possibly hotter than Fin. I hope he contacts me. That’s a face I get excited about.
I wonder if I started swiping earlier, Matthew and I would have lasted. Oh well, it’s just not meant to be I guess.
I still hope to find a cute boy to have a fling with. Not just sex, but actually go on dates with.
As for serious dating, I’m not sure if I can find it.
At 36…I have 3 years before there’s no more fun sexy sex like this probably. Maybe after 40 is time to find a date?